Hello, DMT-Nexus! This is my first post on the forums, but I've been diligently lurking the Nexus and the Wiki for experiences and information. Fortunately, it has all come to fruition! As of recently, I've had my very first Cybs Tek extraction with great success! 550mg from the first 2 pulls produced off-white crystals; not pure white, but closer to white than yellow. I wasn't going to post until I had internet, as I'm only limited to mobile. But after merely dipping my toes into this new dimension of experience, I couldn't contain my excitement!
The first experience I had was rather shaky. It felt like my ego was rushing me into the trip, and this caused things to turn a little sour. In the
first toke of my shoddy Machine, there was a pertinent glow to the room. Every object in the room had breath to it. Even the air was breathing! At this moment, I could feel a sensation building up in my body... A vibration and warmth promptly building up. I've felt this on mushrooms before, but the rate at which is was happening was rather euphoric yet unsettling... "
Maybe we should stop here," my ego insisted, "
I've got the high and it feels good, now we can relax!" As I pressed on into my second toke, my ego felt like a separate character tempting me to back down, but the rest of my mind was completely on board. I wasn't looking for a satisfying high. After one and a half years of searching and researching this substance, I was looking for an
experience!
And so I push on valiantly to the
second toke. It was massive and hit me like a ton of bricks. By the time I could exhale, my room was chaotically morphing before my very eyes. The little, white-spotted designs across my olive green bedsheets took up life on its own. It was unbelievable. I gave way to astonishment and chaos as the spotted designed melted into and flowed with the rest of my room. Reality itself had become flimsy. Everything flowed like a very thin sheet of metal being aggressively shaken up in every direction. The concept of who "I" was had begun to dissipate. Under closed eyes, I could see a spiraling black hole clear as day, "encoded" with infinitely changing letters, numbers and shapes. Behind the layer of Matrix-like code were galaxies off in the distance. I couldn't keep track of my breathing (though I was still breathing normally) and the sharp feeling of pins and needles being stuck into my gut had given me great discomfort. Before I knew it, it was all over... Quite a ride! I've always shown respect towards this substance, but even moreso after that short trip. I was one toke away from being shot out the cannon so to speak, but the thought of smoking more DMT didn't cross my mind until I'd returned, and even then I waited another 2 days.
Come two days later, which was earlier today, things went a lot smoother... I took some serious meditation time, and plugged into some Healing Indian Flute Music on Youtube. Best choice ever. In my first toke, I saw the famous jesters, but they weren't entities, just a kaleidoscope of visuals. I felt an even more powerful warmth than before. I took some time to take it in and proceeded to my second hit.
WOW. PEOPLE REALLY DON'T KID WHEN THEY SAY WORDS CANT DESCRIBE WHAT IS SEEN!
Though I took a mighty second toke that didn't quite launch me to orbit, the visuals I witnessed were ineffable. I can only describe it as a gate made of elastic pillars, and inside these pillars was a peak into infinite galaxies. No matter how distorted the pillars got, each had a face on the top of them that remained stagnant and observant. I could tell my body was loaded up and ready to be shot into the nth dimension with one more toke, but I abstained. I overcame all previous fear going into this trip, and the visuals dispersed into a heavenly white.
I took away from this experience a valuable piece of insight. I could literally feel the imbalance in my mind and body - I've oversaturated my mind but haven't been paying much attention to the health of my body. In these moments, it was something I could see clearer than I ever could... There IS such a thing as having too open of a mind, and taking care of the body is many times as important of taking care of the mind! I'm quite glad to be a member of DMT-Nexus! All that's left is to take the final step into Hyperspace. Take the third hit!