So I just came out of a MDMA + DMT trip.

Let me began by saying, I have gotten this vision of a man walking in front of my with papers in his hands many times now since I started experimenting with psychedelics. The feeling that accompanies this vision is something like dread, bad, extremely uneasy. Most of my usual trips I have thought that I am stuck forever and cannot go back.

This time it was calmer, the trip started out normal, I landed in his alien atmosphere, dejavu.

Slowly the vision starts popping up in front of me, as time goes on it gets more and more visible. Two entities start pointing at the vision. Each time I would get distracted they would point at it and tell me that what I am seeing is EXTREMELY important. They would point and I am pretty sure they were telling me that "I need to find this man."

The perseverance of these entities was very strong, they really wanted me to take this vision seriously this time.

This time the entities seemed very gentle, they just really wanted me to see this.

Now guys, what am I supposed to do now? Do I have a previous life that needs to be redeemed? I want to take it seriously but I do not know exactly what I am supposed to do to solve this mystery.

Thanks

Think about what this man represents, he is a reflection of a part of you. A part of you that causes you some kind of a problem, or a part of you that you are scared of. You need to understand this aspect of yourself that you don't want to face and make the changes that you need to make.

You need to really understand this representation, why is he carrying papers? does he represent officialdom? is he the organised part of yourself? I have no idea, but you do, somewhere.

Your comment just blew me out of the water. This is me. My biggest fear is working for a corporation the rest of my life and I am assuming this is why I can see this man carrying papers, he looks like an office worker.

I am living a very unhealthy life style right now, I am addicted to alcohol, going to jail in 2 months and don't eat right or exercise. This is me. I need to bootstrap and create my business that I have been developing and improve on myself. I need to stop procrastinating.

I am going to jail because of alcohol, just like my previous experiences.

I have been trying to find out what this all meant thinking that maybe I was murdered on my last life or something living with a repressed memory, but this isn't that. It is me.

Thank you so much. Wise answer from a wise man.

Perhaps it is a warning of what could be?

Maybe in 40 years working for this corporation, some guy comes in a gives you your walking papers. Dread fills you and you go home and drink yourself into a drunken stupor and kill yourself.

The mind is very good at projecting into the future. Change paths. Find a path that brings you and those around you abundance and joy.

Another thought is that there is some repressed memory from childhood. Father figure of some sort? Perhaps a bad memory you completely forgot about because you were so young or the memory was too traumatic and your mind blanked it out. A memory like that, even if forgotten, can weigh on you in numerous ways.

I wish you the best in your healing. Sounds like you know what personal issues drive your suffering. It is coming out into the light. No you can see it. Now you can do something about it.

Peace