SWIM just told me as follows:

I laid down to bed and placed a small pile of white crystals in my glass pipe. I inhaled and held as long as I could. The familiar "patterns" appeared, which I first, in my earlier days of exploration, described as fractals, but now realize they are not... they are interference patterns of energy coalescing into visual perceptions. Usually they form tunnels at higher doses, creating portals to the "other side". This time was different. This energy field formed what I can only describe as a woman's form. As the pattern maintained its two dimensional appearance, as the dose did not warrant the delving into the third, what coalesced was nothing other than a woman, a mother. I could sense and feel her love. She was playing and teasing a young child, her child, out of my periphery. She laughed and swatted at him, in a playful way shaking her head at his mischief as he played and laughed as well. At this point the pattern gained more and more detail as it "zoomed" closer to her face that was strikingly beautiful and as the "vision" faded I began to cry. The overwhelmingly beautiful interaction between this mother and child brought joy and pain to me in a way I cannot describe. I had lost control of "rational" control of my emotions.

As he wrote this to me, he says 20 or so minutes after this experience, he explains that now, in his "rationally" thinking mind, it's amazing the loss of emotional control. Apparently it is completely out of his character. This truly is an amazing molecule.

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Harvey said:

Nice report. This is a common theme for me. I often feel a 'mothers' presence when exploring and feel that it is acting as a surrogate for the mother missing in my earthly existence. I too am often brought to tears. This is a good thing because we must shed our 'characters' from time to time to remember that we are just children in this vast cosmos. Crying=healing. Holding it in is emotional constipation. This molecule is amazing. I WANT MY MOMMY!








Peace and light,

J
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Yea, nice trip report. On my last experience, I too found myself in the presence of a maternal figure who told me many comforting things. It's interesting this happened as my goal for the trip was to gain perspective on some shitty events in my life. As she pulled away near the end, all I could do was say "Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you" and felt such a deep, immeasurable love. There is something eternal in that sense of maternal love...

peace

I'm going to resurrect this thread because I want to know who else is having mother and child experiences.

I have not had too much experience, I have gone through about 1g of spice in my experience with it but have had at least three experiences that were directly related to a mother and a child.

The first time was pretty mild but I saw the mother holding and feeding the child, they were in the form of the "gooey matrix people" as I have come to know them. The gooey matrix people are just that, they are usually red and orange but can change colors and they seem to be made of a gooey clay like material but that is made up of a matrix or mesh, sort of like a checkerboard but only red and orange outlines with black squares. The Mother and Child Report

The second time I saw the mother and child was quite amazing, I actually seemed to have some form of hyperspacial sex with the hologram of a woman by holding a ball of energy which then turned into the child. I watched the child grow to about the size of a teenager and then they vanished. Hyperspace baby report

The third time was tonight, I saw the mother and child again in the form of the gooey matrix people and felt the love and comfort that only a mother can give. The child was being coddled by the mother and then the vision changed into some slightly darker disturbing type images and the feeling of love and comfort faded to a slight disgust as I watched the seemingly bad matrix people show me grotesque things. Actually bad is not how I would describe them, they seemed more like lost souls or like people that are somewhat disturbed.

Anyway, the mother and child carry a strong emotion with them and I always love to see them. Anyone else who has experienced them please describe your experience here.

sounds a little bit like an experience I had early on... a sub breakthrough that definitely yielded a female prescience...

https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=34622