Hello family,

last 4 times when I smoked my own changa the effect was really crazy and really really not good. I dont know why. the material was good the last time. I dont see any beautiful visuals or good feelings. I ve seen stupid pictures like the changa dont work right, like a error in a matrix. that was a big shit, after there I have do long time energetic work to come back to me. really really crazy and not beautiful. I dont know why? Now I have a little fear to smoke it again.. here are some people to can explain me, maybe had a experience like me?

thank you
caapiruna

I believe DMT throws the contents of your mind back at you. Maybe you need to question what you have in your mind.

I've had "blacked out" experiences before where there were no visuals only dark shadows, but the body sensations were all there. After that I took a small break, I don't have that problem now. Maybe take a break from it for awhile then come back and see if it still happens.

If you consistently have this problem, stop smoalking for a little bit. Give it a couple months' time and try again.

Take a break, clear your mind and spirit.

In last session I had a fair period of meeting dragon(?) like mis-formed partial faces(?), giant teeth all about, mostly pitch black, a lot like "Alien" atmosphere etc .. a piece of hell?


But really they did not turn me into any kind of emotional trigger or dislike. It was just there, period. But I would felt the same if any other display was brought forth like beautiful stuff. The only cognition that grew in me was "Yeah and what has all this to do with me?" No answer came. So that dark-ish stuff did it's deal without really affecting me, and it went on till it ran out of gas I suppose and then more funny crazy dzig dzag wikka wakko tryptamine showoff.

I guess it had some purpose nonetheless, outside any possible (emotional) connection or mental comprehension potential whatever its meaning was, I trust it's value even when that falls outside the scope of understanding, I'm grateful it did his deal for what's it worth.

I'd say stop labeling it, let it run like a dog in the field, observe, don't think over it nor conclude. In the end, it's just that.

^Right. If it isn't showing you nice things, just accept it as it is. Some things are just that way.

Hi Caapiruna, 1 1/2 weeks ago something similar happened to me. Maybe the following link can give some informations.
https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=69598

I really like what everybody has to say on this thread regarding the OP so far...

Taking a break is always a good thing.

And as Jees mentioned, accepting each journey for just what it is, no more no less is an important lesson. If you have a difficult time accepting whatever comes your way with a calm, non-judgemental, observant awareness, perhaps you need more meditation practice. Just a thought...

I would personally like to add that I have had a small number of very dark DMT journeys myself. Sometimes I would employ the meditation practices that were drilled into me as a young man & as mentioned in the preceding paragraph, I would simply just be & observe in an impartial state of awareness.

However, the last two that I experienced that were like that (this was approximately a year ago or less), I chose to sing out loud & that alone immediately (as in a split-second) change the trip into something much more beautiful. It was quite the revelation as you would imagine...You mean I can actually change the entire course of the trip that dramatically just by producing sound from my diaphragm & throat?

Too wierd!!! Too awesome!!!