SWIM has a terrible head cold... despite that, SWIM decided to do an extraction of sorts, resulting in a considerable amount of pure white crystal. To aid SWIM's cold, SWIM drank a few (possibly too many) shots of whiskey... which did help the symptoms of SWIM's cold quite a bit. SWIM decided to vaporize what he believed to be a modest amount of said crystal. What resulted was quite unexpected.
SWIM has sampled his extractions in the past with success, never getting to the "other side" so to say, but always to very intense levels... tonight however, would be different...
SWIM vaporized the crystals and was immediately overtaken. The primary focus of this trip, apparently, as per the "beings" that it consisted of, was the act of sticking one's finger down their throat, as to "purge". It predominated the trip, as SWIM is to tell me was completely closed eyed. As SWIM came out of this trip he had no feeling of nausea. Despite this, he felt it necessary to heed the spirit's advice, and purge.
And so he did. And he felt quite a bit better.
After hearing this story, I have to admit it makes me question the nature of this spirit and its innate ability to make one see what it knows, and in a way, shove it down one's throat, or in this case, pull it out. Has anyone else found this to be the case; where you find definitive "intelligence", even if it is self-contained, yet hidden, or perhaps ignored, to dominate you, and make you face such a real issue in a way that you cannot possibly ignore?
|
|
|
why yes, I am always at whim to these suggestions, as they seem...no, they are so right.
|
|
|
very interesting... thanks for posting I have not yet had such medicinal effects from smoked spice, only Aya. balaganist is a fictional character who loves playing the game of infinite existence. he amuses himself by posting stories about his made up life in our plane of physical reality. his origins are in other dimensions... he merely comes here to play.
|
|
|
It's not the first time I read this kind of story. They want the best for you..and that's getting the poison out of your body!!
|
|
|
Fascinating Post, I believe obliguhl is absolutely right here. It was guidance regarding the poison in your body . . . Peace & Love, Pandor "But even if nothing lasts and everything is lost, there is still the intrinsic value of the moment. The present moment, ultimately, is more than enough, a gift of grace and unfathomable value, which our friend and lover death paints in stark relief."-Rick Doblin, Ph.D. MAPS President, MAPS Bulletin Vol. XX, No. 1, pg. 2Hyperspace LOVES YOU
|
|
|
SWIM thanks you all for your insight. Now that SWIM has had some time to reflect he realizes that this medicine is much more interpersonal than SWIM previously thought. SWIM now knows that using the medicine in such an impure manner was disrespectful and ignorant. SWIM shall never again consult the "doctors" in such sorry shape. Thank you all for your guidance.
|