Endless cascading form, last nights dreams bleeding through the morning dew, the formless beloved; the one who wears all faces. The roll of the tongue, all comes spiraling forth. Hyper-form, coursing through my veins, feeding back unto Life, once more to be consumed. The endless river of becoming, spirit tangential to it's masterpiece; an endless dance.
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Thanks for sharing your poetry. Hope you had a great journey! "Think more than you speak" "How do you get rid of the pain of having pain in the first place? You get rid of expectations" "You are everything that is. Open yourself to the love and understanding that is available." "To see God, you have to have met the Devil." "When you know how to listen, everyone becomes a guru." " One time, I didn't do anything, and it was so empty... Almost as if I wasn't doing anything. Then I wrote about it. It was fulfilling."
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Beautiful pics & words Tattvamasi, sounds like you had a deep experience Did you go for the LSDMT when you were out hiking? Would be awesome to come round surrounded by raw nature  Would love to hear moar about your experience (both the LSD & LSDMT) if you write up anything else औं
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Thank you both.
@Chronic - I'll write something soon, either in this thread, or make one separate, not entirely sure yet. Definitely my strongest experience to date with LSD/changa. Words always pale when it comes to forming anything reasonable in describing. No, I took the LSD and changa in my living room, nearly dark, aside from a candle, blasting tribal beats. It was a supremely rough experience, rough in the most beautiful way possible. I would've wrote something yesterday, but I was still coming to, a bit flustered; then made an early 5am walk through the fields to the forests.
Will write something soon.
Love you guys.
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Beautiful pics & words...Thank you Tattvamasi! Freedom's so hard When we are all bound by laws Etched in the scheme of nature's own hand Unseen by all those who fail In their pursuit of fate
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You are really lucky to have such beautiful nature in your surrounding ! I think the purple flowers are lupine flowers (jojo´s  ). Nice synchronicity , the day you made this post I tried them for the first time in a meal (very protein rich...). I am glad you had a beautiful experience. LSDMT really seems to be something special (the 2 times I tried it , after a 2 or 3 times more intense DMT Trip, the Acid was altered for the course of the whole journey, not just 10 minutes...) Happy travels In Lak'ech - I am another yourself
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Lovely words, Tatt! Thanks for sharing 
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Wonderful, thanks for sharing. I'm looking forward to the lsd/changa write up as well.
Also, I want to live where you live.
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Hey Tatt, i'm curious as to what dose you went for with the DMT? Also wondering how far into the LSD you smoalked and how it influenced the LSD trip after? I vaped around 4/5 hours into the LSD and first tried 15mg which was wasn't enough so then loaded ~35mg in the volcano, after the full experience i had a bit left over for another toke which was similar to the first attempt, so i'm guessing i got in ~20mg My main concern with LSDMT was having a difficult experience and having it influence the remainder of the LSD trip in a negative manner, fortunately this didn't happen and it was beautifully profound, but i did find much of the remaining trip was spent integrating the DMT experience, also i find no matter how rough a DMT experience is it usually feels great upon returning so there's little chance of that actually happening Looking forward to hearing back some moar ♥
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Chronic wrote:Hey Tatt, i'm curious as to what dose you went for with the DMT? Also wondering how far into the LSD you smoalked, and how it influenced the LSD trip after? I vaped around 4/5 hours into the LSD and first tried 15mg which was wasn't enough so loaded ~35mg in the volcano, i had a bit left over for a second round which was similar to the first attempt, so i'm guessing i got in ~20mg My main concern with LSDMT was having a difficult experience and having it influence the remainder of the LSD trip in a negative manner, fortunately this didn't happen and it was beautifully profound, but i did find much of the remaining trip was spent integrating the DMT experience, also i think no matter how negative a DMT experience is it always feels great upon returning so there's little chance of that happening! Looking forward to hearing back some moar ♥ Hey, Apologies for having not wrote any follow up; much of it is so far beyond my comprehension anymore. Articulation through words is dead in the dirt haha, like sand through the fingers. It's fun to attempt though, in jest, almost like a sport of some kind, articulation is. Plus, life has thrown me some new and interesting things... which im taking full advantage of. I loaded 100mg of my 1:1 blend. Two big tokes spread out between 90 minutes or so; this was right at the peak when I smoked. The intensity is fast and swift with the LSD, completely manageable though. The majority of the changa synergy lasts the same as if you were to smoke it by itself - 15 to 20 minutes. Afterwards, the changalsd synergy fades back into the LSD experience, leaving you back where you were, prior to smoking the changa. Nothing really carries over, aside from the visual aspect of the LSD is heightened after you come down from the changa. A greater euphoria resides afterward, ime. And your right - the contemplation of the DMT carries over into the remainder of the LSD experience. This last experience I had, it was very overwhelming, very intense, VERY physically strong, uncomfortable, alot of pressure coursing throughout, 'That' coursing through me, impossible sites, building in my forehead and nasal area, putting the most intense ripping pressure i have every experienced. While very uncomfortable, I knew it was what was needed and that, ime, there has always been a silver lining to these highly uncomfortable moments. Eventually this doctor-like force dispersed the pressure from behind my face/nose back into the Infinite, further feeding the experience into impossibly beautiful depths. Even though it was highly uncomfortable, I went back again after coming down, back into the spinning cities of Spirit, ripping me apart more and more, coursing more and more, building more and more, splitting, rebuilding, coalescing, dying, consuming, being consumed, all leading deeper and deeper into the Impossibility. <3
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Yeah, words... Your description of how the DMT fades off after 20 minutes or so with the LSD fading back in and being very much present matches my experience exactly, i was really surprised as i thought after the DMT faded my sensitivity to the LSD would be diminished It sounds like it was a very strong experience, the come up on a decent dose of vaped DMT is almost always very physical for me, mostly with breath, other times i have just melted away though... my first ever experience was way too high on dosage for me and there was very uncomfortable pressure throughout Just like you described, it's great when you know a part of you may be uncomfortable in some way, but you also know you can handle it and to let it run its course... that's really what i found best about LSDMT, i could see it happening and not react to it, whereas usually i'm just thrown in the washing machine on full spin until i come out the other end Thanks for the report
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