i found IT and cant explain it i was somewhere and no-where without a bod or identity except that i was human not the physical part but just the thought. without words i was greeted with a wordless joke so true it brought the most enjoyable internal laughter i didn't know i could fathom.i came to with a cracked rib from falling over laughing at something i couldn't explain but understood. it relaid to me that i am only human and there was always a plan not in words but it was the most freeing feeling i still carry. it made me want to treat myself better forgive my self because i am the the only obstacle to myself,forgive myself.my empathy began and has almost gotten to the point of trading places. if i follow the internal rules of correct and incorrect behavior god coincidences start coming like dominoes. maybe im trippin butt treat other as yourself because they are, one of billions of points of view coming out of the same collective. we never stop unless we want. and can all ways change our mind, remember this if self doubt starts sneaking in during a journey its only your interpretation misinterpreting to yourself.it will pass. remember be calm be still. inner peace is rare because we believe it to be. to fill the void we all have the singularity where self aware thought comes from. the other side is more truthful than this place, more real than reality. i hope can keep IT

Sounds like you just came back from a good journey my friend.

Thank you for sharing your experience! <3