have you ever lived a whole life time in spiceland. i just had a breakthrough 10 min ago it is really fuzzy now but i live 50+ year in this land in 15 minutes i had a family for gods sakes For legal reasons it's necessary to make this perfectly clear: My posts are pure fantasy; a pretend game in which I pretend to be a drug user. I often play such games on the internet, as a form of personality exercise and amusement. I try to make very REALISTIC sounding posts about imaginary drug using experiences. The MORE realistic they appear, the more fun I have making them. But in all cases they are pure fantasy. I make this statement for two reasons 1) So that law enforcement personnel understand my posts are NOT real statements, and 2) So any confused person visiting this site, who mistakenly believes he is reading REAL drug information, will understand that my posts are specifically NOT real drug information. I am against illegal drugs and I discourage the use of illegal drugs. Anyone receiving PMs from my fantasy forum character should also note that the above statement applies to PMs as well. Furthermore, I am convinced that other posters on this site are also only pretending about drug use, as I am. I assume they do NOT believe my posts are real, and that they understand that I do not think THEIR posts are real.
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I have not read much about this type of experience. But I have read it one or two times. 50 years?! The most I have read was two years. But 50 years? Good way to live forever yeah? Lets say you have a trip everyday, and go for "50 years". My math is bad, so correct me please! forget how many days in a year (sad I know). But I will go off 350 days. Let just say you have a 15 min trip everyday, 350x50=17500 years. Then lets say this gos for 50 years, 50x17500=875000 years! All good in theory. And is very rough. But god damn! How To Stop a NightmareInsanty at its finest!The Dark reaches of The Void are there. But it is not to be feared.
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I've had the eternity feeling before.. I can't exactly place a number on the time I spent "there," but it was a looong time. Nothing happened, no family, no life experiences, I was just there. Basking in the eternal, internal light of all in everything. And then there was the strangest feeling, a shaking, a sudden marring of the beauty. My visions started tearing with an audible "blap, brip, shhhhk" and then I become aware of my physical form again. I can't even describe the split second of utter sadness that crashed down my insides. All in the matter of a few seconds I became fully aware of my heart, breathing, bones, blood, and muscle. I stood up way too fast and nearly rolled off the bed as my open eyes tried to feed a clear image of my room to my brain. I tried my hardest to remember everything I had thought of, everything I had pondered whilst in my private room of colors. Nearly everything slipped away. I can't help but feel like I had temporarily been in a small piece of my own heaven. Though I could feel sad about that slipping away, I feel happy with what I had, and what I will have.  The spice must flow.  Nothing said on this account is true. It's all fictional for artistic writing purposes.
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it was so intense when i finally was back in my house i was screaming and thought i shit my pants. For legal reasons it's necessary to make this perfectly clear: My posts are pure fantasy; a pretend game in which I pretend to be a drug user. I often play such games on the internet, as a form of personality exercise and amusement. I try to make very REALISTIC sounding posts about imaginary drug using experiences. The MORE realistic they appear, the more fun I have making them. But in all cases they are pure fantasy. I make this statement for two reasons 1) So that law enforcement personnel understand my posts are NOT real statements, and 2) So any confused person visiting this site, who mistakenly believes he is reading REAL drug information, will understand that my posts are specifically NOT real drug information. I am against illegal drugs and I discourage the use of illegal drugs. Anyone receiving PMs from my fantasy forum character should also note that the above statement applies to PMs as well. Furthermore, I am convinced that other posters on this site are also only pretending about drug use, as I am. I assume they do NOT believe my posts are real, and that they understand that I do not think THEIR posts are real.
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Amazing, truly amazing, what was your family like, how was life like? So happy for you 
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I could not even imagine going through this. I had a thought on mushrooms once where I thought that this reality is just a dream and when we die we will wake up and be like holy shit that was nuts.
Do you remember much of anything from the experience now? I would like to here about this life of yours. Just thinking about it right now is amazing. Did it really feel like 50 years after you came out?
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jamesodeaththe2nd wrote:it was so intense when i finally was back in my house i was screaming and thought i shit my pants. great hopefully no one was home! 
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the last thing i can remember is my humanoid family standing over me and say goodbye as i was dieing and then i was back in my house. i don't feel like my mind is older or anything like that but it did fuck with me for a hour or so after words. it so mind boggling that some thing like that can happen. For legal reasons it's necessary to make this perfectly clear: My posts are pure fantasy; a pretend game in which I pretend to be a drug user. I often play such games on the internet, as a form of personality exercise and amusement. I try to make very REALISTIC sounding posts about imaginary drug using experiences. The MORE realistic they appear, the more fun I have making them. But in all cases they are pure fantasy. I make this statement for two reasons 1) So that law enforcement personnel understand my posts are NOT real statements, and 2) So any confused person visiting this site, who mistakenly believes he is reading REAL drug information, will understand that my posts are specifically NOT real drug information. I am against illegal drugs and I discourage the use of illegal drugs. Anyone receiving PMs from my fantasy forum character should also note that the above statement applies to PMs as well. Furthermore, I am convinced that other posters on this site are also only pretending about drug use, as I am. I assume they do NOT believe my posts are real, and that they understand that I do not think THEIR posts are real.
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maybe this was some sort of passed life
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. . "The Traveler," calling "The Traveler"Sounds like "The Inner Light" is shining through, eh? When It is your birthday and you think to yourself <with your head slightly cocked and gazing into space> "Wow....I'm -sumdy-sum- years old today, can it really be? Seems like just yesterdee so-in-so were knee-high to a grasshopper" That feeling sometimes gets stretched out in spiceland. Or did you go to school.graduate.go to college.party.graduate.get a job. make some money. get married. love. fight.love. have kids. watch them grow up. grow old. plant a garden. get a liver transplant. have it go terribly wrong. THEN have your family wave bye-bye? OR.... diablo advogato Peace, J . . Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. Carl Jung
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Haha, yes the subjective feeling of time is completely nonlinear. This subject of complete lives lived during a DMT experience has popped up before, one of the best Star Trek episodes was about just this (but no dmt involved of course). Maybe this deserves a Sticky in DMT Experiences - it's so utterly incredible. The possibilities of our consciousness unleashed/freed by DMT seem to be infinite! Also reminds me of some reports about becoming someone else, like Antrocles becoming an Asian woman. It's not always self-dribbling machine elves, other things are possible - I was once teleported to a shabby pub... boring but completely convincing. Maybe I'm in a totally immersive DMT trip right now, typing these words
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