Hello everyone name is bill just had acouple of questions. I first tried dmt about a year ago on the 1st of November I should of probly done more research before trying this but a buddy was telling me about it and I thought wow this could be really something I would want to try.

Finally we get to his house and we have some people over there and there all talking about how fun it is to be on dmt or some of there experiences so I figured I would give it a try first mistake I made in awhile I didn't have the right mindset before doing it I thought oh cool I'm, going to smoke this and see some cool stuff!

Well nothing about my trip was beautiful and or cool nothing holy about it it was quite terrifying REALLY scary trip I did not need 2-3 hits all I took was one pretty big hit I held it in and immedietly I was breaking through into something other then this dimension I saw abunch of dots millions of them everywhere as if it were closing in on me until it was pitch black then suddenly I awoke everything seemed to be in Parallel I could see my best friend walking back and forth but everything was moving so fast I want to say I had a bad trip but I got positive out of the trip I use to be really suicidal wanting to commit suicide. But after having the trip I had. am no long suicidal I ran into enties I heared alien music I saw purple aliens that would look me in the eyes and something was coming out of there eyes into mine they kept saying are you ready? and repeating them selfs are you ready? it sounded like a female voice then blast off as if a meteor had hit I was pushed back and that kept repeating it self over and over again I saw my family trying to like cheer me on to not give up on life that everything was going to be ok I use to be a really hateful person always full of depression negative now I try my best to love others and not be so negative and to do what I can for the sake of other its like it ripped a demon out of me everything was bright orange and red I did not feel comfortable with it at all now after a year later I suffer from

severe anxiety and don't know how to calm my self down or to get rid of it I don't want to use anxiety pills because I feel it wont help me I don't meditate either and I hear that helps maybe someone that's more experienced with dmt can help me with what I experienced and maybe it can help me with my anxiety abit? I don't know I took something like this with disrespect and feel horrible doing so its no wonder I had a bad trip in the first place sorry for the poor punction and such

That's not a bad trip. What you ecpierenced is DMT. What were you expecting? Don't really know what's going on in your mind, but I'm going to guess you are still in your teens. Here's some advice, we all go thru it, stop over analyzing everything and just live.

I'm 27 actually I took a lot in my first time over 40 mg.. I was so far gone that i thought i had died couldn't see my body all i could do was see with my soul and and hear. nothing els it was a scary trip

I'm trying to understand here . Are you attributing your present anxiety
Problem with your one DMT trip ?

Well I guess I've always had anxiety it just never came out until I had the trip I had a lot of depression but that's pretty much gone now. I'm not bashing or saying dmt was the reason why I have anxiety I'm starting to cope with it better just meditate more I've also had a lot of stress built up but I'm getting better with that. It was a pretty crazy experience man I think I saw a buddah like figure not 100% on what it was but something els was there other then a human from what I saw anyways hope I'm not offending anybody wasn't my intention