This is a poem I wrote after last night's experience with 50mg freebase given to me by a friend a while back. I have been having these crazy fear of death driven experiences that began after I was robbed IRL at gunpoint. The fear has been bringing my faith into question. Over and over. This time I freed myself from an entity that has been attached to me for some time. Somehow I became aware of its presence.I have resounding gratitude for the peace I feel right now. I wish I could project the gorgeousness of what I saw to all of you.

My prayers,
my spiritual crisis
I meditate
humble myself
to the power
greater than who I am
The "I"
my dilemma
the journey begins
A purgatory trip
in a container with FEAR
wanting me captive
interlocking mechanism
geared into my aura
realization
the choice is mine
I see its' parasitic form
Fear's gripping tentacles
vine around the mechanism
a prison i designed
Drinking angst
generated of my own will
it wants my heart
delicious prana
I own this dominion
I speak to FEAR
Release me!
You cannot hold me!
let go of my soul FOREVER!
the entity withdraws
the container unlocks
gears turning
my prison evaporates
I am in the presence
the most beautiful creature
I have ever seen
inside its' shifting form
All of life and possibilities
multitudes waiting to be born
pure joy
delight
reaching into me
into the vastness
of the omniverse
Life love
at peace with not knowing
at peace with my path
I will continue to pray

Nice expression I could imagination the transformation well! A very smooth read too, glad youve released the hold that scumbag had on you.