For a while I've been wanting to give pharma a go and finally tonight I had the chance to try it. I tend to write scattered notes during trips rather than cohesive trip reports, so I figured I'd just post my notes rather than come up with a recalled narrative.
Since it was my first time with any sort of oral DMT, my dose was pretty modest. However, I'm a pretty light guy with a quick metabolism, and am quite sensitive to any substance.
This took place in my bedroom with the lights off.
Quote:2.5g whole Peganum Harmala tea (2x 50min boils, reduced to a shot) @ 5:05pm followed by a kiwi fruit to get the digestive system going.
55mg off-white DMT dissolved in lemon juice shot @ 5:25pm
~20mg 1:1 caapi changa between 1-2hrs in
Imagination^2
Anything imagined was pictured remarkably crisply through the mind’s eye.
Similar to when you imagine an idea in your head and can picture it in your mind, but with a new sense of clarity and unexpected randomness. The sense of intrinsic imagery becomes greatly enhanced.
The purge was small, brief and very climatic feeling. It was uncomfortable in the expected nauseating sense, but wasn't negative in any way. Felt very 'right'.
Followed by the strange desire to lie on the solid floor rather than the soft bed. Felt incredibly heavy, as if I weighed tonnes.
Very spacey, but holistically rather than cosmic.
The infinitely complex world that radiates outwards from the self, also fractals inwards
Trendlessly fluctuating between feeling incredibly heavy and effortlessly light. Strange body sensations. The 'heavy' moments cue images of a massive rock golem.
Feelings of multiple limbs. The boundaries of the physical limbs become blurred, oddly unaware of their whereabouts.
Smoked dose was a like a moment of infinity within a broader moment of infinity.
Overall it was similar to a short (~3.5 hr) mushroom trip, with the alien flavour and intelligence of a vaporized DMT experience. Smoking changa during the peak was an in-the-moment impulse, as I felt a curiously strong calling (which is why the dose was unweighed). I will be trying 3g rue tea and 70mg DMT next time, but that won't be for a little while as life is quite busy right now, but I look forward to diving a bit deeper when the time comes.