Once again trying to put words to something thats beyond the realm of human language to describe. Started with caapi tea and a nice cap and stem to get things moving. Hike up to a
high mountaintop sacred spot, Begin the further ascent to hyperspace or the circus of the incredible
I'll cut to the chase, its like something switches on or is triggered and boom !! your suddenly immerced in this other realm. its like the top of the head explodes open to reveal this seemingly infinite !0 D transparent world. Like a spinning revolving colored universe that you are one with. AN expansion of awareness to something so incredible its beyond my comprehension to understand.
I've been here before but this time its was better than all the other times.
I've built a trust wtih this now and am no longer afraid. I let go now on a new level that seems to allow me a more immersive experience. I have a different understanding.
here it is :
step one : lots of ramping up with caapi leaf until things start to visually distort
step two : begin adding spice to the mix
step three : keep trying increasing hits slowly
step four : approach of something in mind feeling in body I know it, add more spice
step five : deep connection with some kind of hyperspace entity its probing and checking me out , i can feeling through my mind and body I used to be afraid i'm not anymore I understand it better now and not gripped with fear I know the routine
step six : take a slight breather but i feel it strong in my body now
I trust now on a deeper level, add more spice, go big ...........
step seven : the big one arrives, wow something switches and ignites this thing and boom ! i've arrived or its arrived on me , this is where the words fall apart.
its some kind of colored transparent infinte dimension, i am still aware of sitting on the ground on earth but i am immerced in this colored circus my head has opened up I am one with this thing. I am completely awestruck and keep hitting the spice hard to keep me in this state. it last about 10 minutes and finally i'm too exhausted to continue.
I am greatful beyond words , much love to all
The only way of discovering the limits of the possible is to venture a little way past them into the impossible.
Arthur C. Clarke
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