setting: santo daime ritual
substance: ayahuasca & marihuana
time of day: evening
gender: m
I have had on different occasions some sort of sexual encounter with female entities. At one occasion it was with some sort of '
Flirty Fairie' , at another occasion it was more a
true Goddess . The experiences where very intense, with the entity approaching, getting closer, arousal, and than she just sank on my lap, embracing me intensly.
After the experience with the Goddess I wrote this:
I see the Goddess. She is amazing. Beautiful. She radiates light...:::light:::… The :light: flows through my body, it is an physical, kinesthetic sensation of seeing. It is
Kalonkinesioöptic. Here presence is very
feminine. She is kind of attractive. My God, she is attractive. Ain't this blasphemy, to meet the
Goddess and find her sexy. The religious-philosophical objections and doubts get overruled by
the experience. I encounter the Goddess. We connect and it feels like sex with a Goddess. She is
deeply caring, loving, close, intimate. Energy moves through my spine. I understand why the
church condemned psychedelics through history. This is beyond all religious paradigms, if sex
freaks out the religious dogmatics than having sex with the Virgin Mary must scare them to
death. The cultural taboo and the joy of the experience interact in my soul, slowly dancing around
each other.
I was just wondering, if there are more travellers with similar experiences? And also, any thoughts about it, like what is there agenda; they just enjoy it like we do, or maybe something else?