...during my last voyage I had experienced my first truly terrifying NDE... I was torn asunder by what appeared to be my "christanthemum" (blue was the prevailing color)... does anyone have any knowledge about this?! the feelings that I felt were nothing other than pure/raw fear and terror but I was able to sustain my psyche and ride it out (thanks be to the Lord)... I was so rattled that I just had to take another rip to see what was down there... I was able to view the horror from another perspective (as opposed to being in the midst of it, still terrifying)... I was able to see that the DMT was trying to show me that I am not yet prepared and that I have some work to do... I must add that this was my last two tokes (crystal chunks)... the first few trips (several tokes of powder?) were nothing short of amazing, which is why I greedily convinced myself to take one last journey... I have been really working on myself and preparing for my next undertaking since then (trying to be as pure as possible in mind, body, and spirit)... I am now able to somehow dissolve or transform negativity into positivity (not always as quickly as I would like but I am learning)... I speak life... I am LIFE...

be well fellow travelers... heed the warnings and make haste for the illusion of lost time with vigor... because we all know it does not exist!

Sounds like a similar experience where I was violently filtered away leaving my energy to pass through the 'soul sieve'.

Welcome to the nexus, may your new fortified positivity find it's place here.