Not got a lot to say about my experiences at the mo, save my first ever hit, which was huge was the most powerful experience of my whole life. I heard a quote about DMT saying that it was like "Load Universe into gun, aim at head, FIRE!". This is what my first smoke was like. I saw things I never even begun to imagine could exist, Alien planet vistas, hyper dimensional technology, other dimensions of space and time etc. It blew my frankly large use of all sort of hallucinogens into insignificance.

After the being shown the universe visuals (if calling it that even does it justice) I found myself in a room with no windows or doors, about 5 metres cubed. Within this room was the most intense shifting, folding in on themselves and generally ridiculous trippy things I have ever seen, which my body was a part of even though I kinda still had a body. There was this voice which said "you know why people said you shouldn't smoke DMT" (not everyone just a few friends) "because it is the final trip and you are now stuck in this room for LITERALLY eternity". Needless to say this was the most terrifying experience of my life. I literally thought I would never see anything, my family, friends, planet earth.... anything but this super trippy box for ever, and I was not happy. I felt like I fought it for a LONG time but then when I felt like I had kinda resigned myself to my fate suddenly I was back in my room. The elation I felt was the most powerful I had ever felt in my life.

This was not the end though. Next everything seemed covered in a layer of hard Perspex so I could not touch anything, nothing, I could not move anything or for example use my mobile phone, this freaked me too because I thought I would never be able to touch anything again, but less than the my previous imaginings. When this faded some weird thought occurred to me, maybe everyone in the world has disappeared and I'm all alone forever. I ran outside and saw my neighbour who I hugged, despite hating the man!!!

Basically the trip was strange because I went from the scariest feeling ever (the being trapped in an box forever) to the best feeling I ever had (being back to normal reality). Upon reflection I believe the spice was teaching me that there are many things in this world that I take for granted, which are truly gifts I should be grateful for considering the infinite other possible setups of reality (something that comes up a lot in my journeys). For example, being able to touch things, move them, interact with reality and most importantly other human beings!!!

Also although I have always enjoyed hallucinating and in some way always thought "wouldn't it be great to trip forever?" the box trip taught me once and for all that real normal life is an amazing gift too which is where I would rather spend most of my time with the odd psychedelic experience rather than be permatripping!

I hope you found this interesting, now off to the "weirdest trips" forum to post something there.

Thanks for welcoming me so well everyone.

Peace.

5DN.

I enjoyed this.
It seems like you've been handed a good lesson.
It's even better than you seem to understand and learn from it.
Kudos.

Glad you enjoyed it, and appreciate the comment.

5DN.

I know what you mean about eternity. When you experience it, it seems very improbable that you'll ever be able to go back. Then they let you back.

thankfully!!!