wow, the other night I almost felt like the first time I had ever tripped.

I started off with a large blunt with mids then 4g of capsuled cubes because it was kinda last minute and I didnt want to make tea.

rolled and smoked another blunt not as big as the first.

by this time Im feeling amazing, mind is speeding and I am constantly on the verge of hysterical laughter so I decided I should smoke a bong load of caapi 10x, tasted kinda bad but I smoked it anyway, afterwards I thought I felt something more as if I was slightly peaking again, so excited I packed my bong as full as I could of caapi extract.
after I was done with that bong load I noticed everything seemed fuzzy and much brighter.

at some point I looked in a mirror and noticed my pupils were much larger than they normally get wich got me even more excited for some reason

I had sat back down and was about to smoke some of my good ganja and enjoy the moment, this was a great idea!

later in to the night as I was coming down I remembered I had some changa and some EL made 1:1 with blue lotus petals "currently my favorite"
so I hastily smoked a bong load of caapi extract then grabbed my bubbler that's been sitting there clean and ready to go for just such an occasion, I loaded it up with .3 of tube 1:1 lotus petal and just took tiny hits and held it in until I would forget ( counting only worked for the first few tokes)

at some point I remember traveling down this psychedelic hallway or actually it felt more like it was traveling over me, very beautiful, then I opened my eyes and see this pile of flesh that appears alive, then I realised I could control this thing and took a long deep toke finishing the bowl, I don't remember letting it out I just remember feeling like I woke up for the first time, as if all else before was a dream all in preparation to wake up now, I felt more amazing than any point in my life I can think of.
then my stomach started knotting up like I was going to vomit but I thought nothing of it, got up found a bucket (still quite out of it) and tried to throw up, nothing ..

after the stomach discomfort passed ( which never bothered me) I just let myself come down with intentions of going to bed.

as a last minute decision I wasnted just one more ride, this night was not over yet!
I grabbed my remaining prepared changa also 1:1 with 10x caapi and poured what I believe was .3g
This one I went all out and hit it like a champ.
the taste was very unpleasant and kinda harsh in comparison, after the second good hit my stomach kicked back up, by now i actually wanted to vomit so I took one more hit slow and deep cashing the bowl as the pieces of burnt material were coming to life and fleeing my bowl almost.

now I can feel it, that unmistakable need to purge.
I grabbed the bucket I had set aside and commenced to spew with my eyes closed I could see crazy bursting geometric patterns almost like fireworks timed to my convulsions, when i was done I was soo proud!
as if everything that just came out was all the things I had been keeping inside manifested in a physical form..
just wow, I wish I could remember more..

I had 2 different people ask me the next day if im okay, when I asked why I was told I seem calmer and happier than usual, normally I would almost take offense to that and say something in return.

ill never do mushrooms without dmt again and Ill never do dmt without mushrooms again.