PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: thoughts racing, attempts at calming this was partially successful
(physical condition) Set: hungry
Setting (location): bedroom, on bed
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?) 11:00 am mostly cloudy
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication) none
last meal: (Time and type) yesterday, pizza

PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f) M
body weight: (in kg pls) 61.68 kg
known sensitivities:
history of use: experienced

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): DMT
Dose(s): 10mg
Method of administration: vaporized, GVG


EFFECTS
Administration time:
Duration: ~15 minutes
First effects: 30 seconds
Peak: 1 minute
Come down: unknown
Baseline: unknown

Intensity (overall): 1
Evaluation / notes: effects were more wave like than usual. Effects came and went throughout experience. As well as emotional feeling, comfortable to slightly uncomfortable then back. OEV's and CEV's were mostly non existent. They existed but only in wisps and only momentarily. Surprised at how strong the physical sensations were aside from the body load which was extremely light almost none. Mind high was pronounced and unusually strong for this size of dose.

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 1-2
Implesantness: 1
Visual Intensity: 0-1
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 1; slight hazyness, brain fog, stray thoughts, hunger
Afterglow: 2; understanding, increased emotional perception, relaxed feeling


REPORT

She caresses me with ever so slight movements. I feel a strange movement near my heart as I breath. Almost as if my heart is beating 3 or 4 times during a single heart beat. I dont like this feeling and it causes stray thoughts that something might be wrong, I attempt to dissipate these thoughts, with success. This strange sensation moves to a different location on my body, now feels like something touching me in a poking like fashion. Sometimes singular, sometimes in a mirrored fashion which also moves as it happens. I feel it in my arm. It feels as if a fat and short worm is swimming underneath my skin and surfacing up through my skin to the surface and then returning to just below it. This moves to my temple area on my head. In a mirrored fashion it feels like a twitch in a way. My vision sometimes shifts slightly when I feel the twitch.

She moves across my vision as I close my eyes, with a fading like effect, tentacles swimming up and out of my perception. She caresses me with love, in such a light way I have to squint my perception to notice it. She is very gentle on me. The audio playing on my speakers becomes focused. More pronounced. Every sound and increase/decrease in tone from the guitar playing has emotion. I can almost feel the emotion being felt as it was being played. Xylophone sounds, guitar plucking behind it. So beautiful. I feel as if I could cry, and then sensation of such an emotion is amplified. I feel tears slightly well up behind my eye lids. It feels good, I have emotions that I must let go of and ones that I must experience more often. I have been hiding from them and now its time to let them free. I thank her for being so kind to me. My fears of feeling the same fears from my large dose are irrelevant. Just stray thoughts that I must learn to dismiss.

I lay there, content. This experience is going well and I needed it this way. Thoughts and ideas swim around colliding with eachother. I attempt to apply them to memory. I can see thats easier thought then done. Sound from voiceless music... so much more emotional. So much more content. The words from a song can dilute it. Language is hindered, but sounds have so many tones, so many different ways of being communicated. I envision a different kind of connection amongst us all. One of sound, of frequency. Where all information is received at the same time. Other thoughts collide and my attention moves to different ideas. I decide to be careful applying these ideas to any absolution. I lay there motionless. Taking it all in, feeling new and different things with each passing second. I feel worries and fears fade away into non importance. I feel that everything is ever changing, even the DMT experience. Making it diffucult to explain because there are so many slight differences with each passing second.

Laying there, just being. Becoming a part of the sounds I hear playing. Vibrating my existence and influencing my thoughts, ideas, my being.

Breathing.
I am, I was, and I will be.
I are, you are, we are.
This is and this isn't.

I feel therefore I am feeling. This is my experience and my experience is unique because it is mine.

Being a being being a being feels pretty damn good huh? I don't know what it is about DMT, but your report just brought it back to me, the way it makes it somehow more obvious.

You just know and then...................