it's been about 30 min since i smoked spice. to be honest i'm not even quit sure what i seen. i have never broke through and i'm still not sure if even did but what i seen was definitely the most vivid visuals i have had so far. this is what i have to report though, from what i remember.
i took one hit and held it in for about 15 sec. as i was holding the hit i could feel the spice engulfing me. i took another hit and held it for a few seconds. after exhaling the second hit my room looked completely different. it didn't look terrestrial or anything just looked different. then it started shifting a little bit somewhat blocky but as soon as i took notice of the shifting it stopped.
for some reason like maybe 2 minutes in i crave to have the light on, i couldn't move but at the same time i had a voice in the back of my head that sounded somewhat upset and told me not to turn it on. i think that was me subconsciously wanting the light on cuz i was kind of freaked out because i've never been so far in hyper space. but in the back of my head i really wanted the light off to see the most i can.
i also felt like the was a few people present but i couldn't fully see them. i felt like i was communicating with them in some sort telepathic method. the weird thing is when every i heard my dog breathing(he was breathing heavy because he was sleeping) it felt like everything would subside.
towards the end i wanted to call me sister in the room like she would see something but i didn't. and everything started to look kind of like a psilocybin trip.
it never really even felt like a left my room though.
did i have a break through experience or is there more to come?
Shadow wrote:Be still now. I am with you, I am deep within you; You are at peace. You cannot be harmed; You will not suffer. Breathe deeply, Breathe in the healing love of the universe, And breathe out the sickness which has taken you. I am with you.