PRE-CONDITIONS(mind)Set: spontaneous, experimental
(physical condition) Set: great
Setting (location):bedroom
time of day: shortly after noon
recent drug use: cannabis
last meal:cereal
PARTICIPANTGender: (m / f)
body weight: (in kg pls)
known sensitivities:
history of use:novice but developing experience
BIOASSAYSubstance(s): spirit molecule fb
Dose(s): 25-28 mg (+ buildup doses)
Method of administration: vapor
EFFECTSAdministration time: A system of time measurement would be irrelevant I feel, I started with 10 mg, then 15, then 20, I barely felt anything at 10 and 15, no vibrations, at 20 I sort of heard a voice say try 25 you'll be surprised. I did and I was.
Duration: for the true experience the full length is about 15 minutes
First effects: within 1 minute
Peak: From minutes 1-5 I have no recollection of the song "a new way to say hooray" by shpongle which was playing in the background quite loud
Come down: At about minute 6-7 I begin to hear reality and open my eyes and start to begin piecing it all together while still immersed in psychedelia
Baseline: 20 minutes later; AMAZING GLOW
Intensity (overall): Extremely intense 4
Evaluation / notes:Most intense, beautiful cherished experience to date I feel after about 4 or 5 breakthroughs, only 1 rough one, due to terrible setting.
OPTIONALPleasantness: 4++
Implesantness: 0
Visual Intensity: 4++
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AFTER-EFFECTSHangover:0
Afterglow: 4++
REPORTSo I was doing some experimentation, up until now all my doses were extremely approximate using a 0.01g scale, I now have the necessary balance so I decided to do some evaluation of very pure xtals. I started with 10 mg, Id say minimal to no effets, possibly due to poor vaporisation (using a pookie or "meth pipe" which works amazingly well if you know how to use it). Could move around shortly after but probably could have immediately after anyways, loaded up 15, and evaluated. It was obviously an increase, Id say a possible +1 visual distortion, harder to move and measure 20 afterwards but nothing amazing or profound, 20 was similar but I had this voice tell me to try 25 as I was curious of where to stop and whether I wanted to truly breakthrough at this exact time. I didn't really prepare or anything. But what did I expect?
Anyways I load up 25 mg, put on divine moments of truth, but then immediately decide against it and put on a new way to say hooray, I highly recommend you hear that song if you haven't , I begin to smoke, as the part "and then there is this" Is playing Im getting most of the dose in vapor, I quickly place the glass down, lay down and begin to vibrate, I knew this was gonna be it, I vibrate more,and more and more until my everything dissolves in a plane of fractals, I am placed up against this beautiful wall of complexity and color and I feel this essence flow out of it and into my third eye, I felt the location of where it would be become rigid and definite, while watching this miraculous world unfold, I hear this voice tell me "thank you so much, you have helped us and done so much for us" I remember saying thank you and I will continue to be a good person, then I am transported to a spot in hyperspace surrounded by a woman I had met the day before for only seconds. We had a particularly negative experience as I was tired and working and she was a customer. The last thing she said to me in reality was "(my name) you need to smile" to which I replied "its hard to smile after being here for 7 hours" much of the dialogue after that is un-important but this woman/entity/sprite was present in hyperspace and told me I need to smile more and it was a lesson filled with love and knowledge, all while my third eye is rigid and defined and filling with essence of hyperspace. I then open my eyes in amazement at about 6-7 minutes into the song (which I could not hear up until this point).
The sounds of the song where the typical echoing fractallization of music you get at first while immersed in psychedelia, however terence mckennas voice pierces through and he begins to narrate my experience, as he does in the song, and I am just laying there with eyes closed, opening them briefly to see the warping hyperspaceship that is my bedroom and tile ceiling. I just lay there in amazement and wonder, not expecting to be so overwhelmed (in a great way) this was one of my most beautiful, healing, profound experience yet, if not the most!
It will be the experience I use to change myself, and think of when I think of the love and beauty that is the spirit molecule. the information I gained was immense in terms of use in my physical life, and I cannot appreciate it more. I cant describe the beauty, colors of complexity of the visuals but they were of utter gorgeousness and gorgeousity made light.
I called my friend so he could remember the experience in case I couldn't I began crying so much, they were tears of utter amazement and love, happiness, and sacredness. I felt renewed. I still do.
Thank you, everyone of you. You made this possible. I love you all.
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