PRE-CONDITIONS(mind)Set: nervous
(physical condition) Set: hadn't eaten breakfast yet, hungry otherwise OK
Setting (location): Bedroom, on bed, on top of blankets
time of day: 1:15 pm
recent drug use: none
last meal: Last night ~10:30pm Steak, Corn on the cob, mashed taters and gravy
PARTICIPANTGender: M
body weight: 142 lbs.
known sensitivities: ?
history of use: Novice. ~9 times
BIOASSAYSubstance(s): DMT
Dose(s): 17mg
Method of administration: Vaporized
EFFECTSAdministration time: ~T=1:15pm
Duration: 5 minutes
First effects: Strong physical effects, increased anxiety, sound manipulation
Peak: 45 seconds after admin.
Come down: 1:20pm
Baseline: 1:31pm
Intensity (overall): 3 during first 20 secs. then a 2 after
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONALPleasantness: (0-4) 4
Unplesantness: (0-4) 1
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 2.5
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AFTER-EFFECTSHangover: 0
Afterglow: 4 pretty strong haziness for about 10 minutes
REPORTThese are the words that pierced the membrane between here and inside wherever I just was. There is a veil that separates us from this place. I was able to bring words with me to explain at the truest what I was experiencing.
They Are Alive. Now when I said this to myself "they" seemed joyous of this understanding that I came to. They were beautiful, that's the best i can consciously announce to you.
Those orbs that contain a metallic looking material when you spin it, it resembles saturn or jupiter. Thats what i was kind of "swimming" through. Well they were swimming "in" or were a part of. This was not a breakthrough.
We observed each other and interacted in a way that shows they know as much about me as I do of them, except they seemed like they knew a little more. They were more experienced than I am at this.
They exist! I know they do. They displayed curiosity, and they understood my thoughts. They interacted with my thoughts. It felt as you would feel if you went to see dolphins and you were on the otherside of the glass and the dolphins were looking at you, except way more... something. Interaction, intelligence, i dont know. But more.
I was well aware of my surroundings (due to the small dose) but i also experimented with trying to dissolve what I could hear and sense of my actual physical surroundings. I can see how larger doses disassociate you from your physical body though the body high. That is why it is easier to breakthrough on larger doses but not necessary. For me anyways.
I have been having a hard time getting myself to dose for over a month now. I cant remember the last time I took DMT, but I forgot certain key things. This dose reminded me of a bunch of stuff I forgot. I'm hoping this will help calm my anxiety. This was an awesome journey today and I am so glad i pushed myself to dose.
anrchy
"Energy flows where attention goes"
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