PRE-CONDITIONS(mind)Set: Clear head, some pre flight nervousness but otherwise calm and felt good.
(physical condition) Set: Healthy
Setting (location): Sitting on my bed
time of day: About 8:30AM, light outside, windows uncovered.
recent drug use: DMT the two days before, prior to that I hadn't consumed anything since MXE + Alcohol about 2 weeks ago.
last meal: A roll with cheese at about 4:30AM.
PARTICIPANTGender: M
body weight: 67kg (148 lbs)
known sensitivities: Low tolerance to many drugs but sometimes a hard-head with psychedelics, needing higher doses than normal.
history of use: Experienced with psychedelics, second trial smoking DMT
BIOASSAYSubstance(s): DMT Freebase (Presumed to be of an extremely high quality)
Dose(s): ~15mg (Half of a "sandwich" between tobacco which had 30mg DMT total)
Method of administration: Vaporised in a sandwich of tobacco
EFFECTSAdministration time: T=0:00
Duration: 00:50
First effects: 00:00:20
Peak: ~00:00:45 - 00:10:00
Come down: ~00:10:01+
Baseline: 00:50
Intensity (overall): 4
Evaluation / notes: Broke through, but I feel like a higher dose would have propelled me even further into their world, as it felt like they had so much more to show me. Overall a great experience, very surprised that such a dose could take me so far.
OPTIONALPleasantness: 3
Implesantness: 2
Visual Intensity: 3/4 - OEVs had my room folding in on itself infinitely, and CEVs were very intense to begin with, but not some of the 4D realms I've heard people speak of so I think it could get more intense.
AFTER-EFFECTSHangover: 0
Afterglow: 4 - Feel really happy to be alive, grateful for everything I have, and want to be nicer to those around me. Afterglow is still going.
REPORT(Times are approximate)
T+00:00:00 - I take the packed pipe, light the tobacco sandwich lightly and take a toke, unfortunately it wasn't well lit enough so I only get a small hit, but I inhale it deeply and the room begins to shake with each second I hold it, patterns begin to form over everything, and objects begin to move. A buzzing sound starts.
T+00:00:15 - I take a second toke, this time a big one, deeper and deeper and deeper until I can't inhale, then I take the pipe away from my lips and start trying to hold the smoke in, but now there's this intense rush, a loud WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH and I remember coughing up the smoke.
T+00:00:25 - Then the next thing I remember is the room seemed like a vast alien landscape, all the objects slanted in different directions, alive, facing me, like a crowd of people all watching me. Shifting to stare at me like paintings where the eyes follow you around the room. Then I looked down and saw I was holding a green snake in my hand writhing and wobbling and shaking. Wait no, that was something I had to put down, was it not? Oh yes, my pipe! I better be fast!
T+00:00:30 - I quickly put the pipe down, somehow I managed to put it in the right place, despite the shelf moving out of the way of my hand constantly and slithering about. Then I turn around and I see everything folding in on itself infinitely, a great big spiral of a room, "This doesn't make sense" was the only thought I could muster, as my body twisted and split, and the bed did below me.
T+00:00:35 - I somehow managed to get the tangled fractal blankets to cover me and lay back, closing my eyes. Zoom, I was propelled forward towards this red-green medusa looking entity (the closest representation I could find is:
http://c.cybergene.de/td...dusa_Rachel_Bessey_3.jpg - only imagine the yellow as being green, and both colours pulsating and switching vibrantly) who was snarling and hissing, all the while controlling the loud BZZZZZZZZZZZZZ of electrical energy that surged through me, ripping apart my being. I felt a bit of anxiety and fear, like "This entity doesn't seem to like my presence, uh-oh!" and "Where are those kind aliens I met before?
". The entity keeps electrically destroying my being into little shards, and hissing away. I notice at this point that the sounds of my breathing, and movements dramatically affected the flow of energy surrounding her.
T+00:01:00 - With what little there was left of my body I rolled onto my side to get more comfortable and I felt the entity change from its menacing self into a more calm mother-like figure. I felt more relaxed now and thanked it. At this point there are huge gaps in my memory, as I had a lot of amnesia after the experience, so I'm probably missing large chunks and very off with the times.
T+00:03:00 - After several fractal sequences and sets of imagery I saw a blue cloud like dimension that seemed to be liquid in nature at first, rippling. Then I suddenly had the idea that these ripples too might be entities, globs of sky goo that could move and shift in shape at any time. I remember my friend had asked me to go in with the question of "Are you guys going to help out humanity?", as we'd had a conversation about if these may actually be extra-terrestrial beings. So I asked. Sure enough I was right about them being entities, and they started cheering and giggling, and they pulled out ice cream and fruits, and encrusted jewels, gifts, all for me! I kept thanking them happily as they gave me more and more gifts.
T+00:05:00 - Yet more questions but I don't remember what I asked, other than asking the same question as before once again. They laughed and looked at me, and I realised the gifts previously
were their answer. Soon enough these entities either disappeared or morphed, and I don't remember the transition, but I suspect there was more fractal imagery in between. The new entities I could see where like small orbs floating just an inch from my face, examining me. Each orb had a glowing mandala on it, which seemed to be its life force emanating from it. They came up to me and examined me silently, then I felt a strange sensation in my head. They were opening me up! They reached right inside my head and adjusted segments of my brain, I felt a warm and cold sensation like jelly in my head. Then they slid themselves out of my head and I felt relieved and intrigued. I thanked them for whatever they'd done and said "I hope it makes a good change".
T+00:08:00 - More huge gaps in my memory, but then I remember opening my eyes. Everything had a 3D nature to it, particularly shadows, which seemed to hang off of things rather than just being behind them. Everything took on a liquid like nature, sliding and shifting, but I felt almost sober at this point because despite being heavily visual, my room was just a psychedelically-enhanced room, not the alien landscape it had been just minutes before.
T+00:09:30 - I felt the presence of the entities begin to wane and slip, they were going to leave soon I could tell. I remembered something Terence McKenna said about singing things into presence in their realm, so I began to hum and chant quietly, and sure enough I changed the scenery, and the entities seemed happy. I sang along happily and thanked them for showing me this place and for the gifts they gave me, then shortly after that, I felt their presence disappear, and I was in a psychedelic mindspace, but nowhere near that world any more.
T+00:10:00 - T+00:50:00 - The visuals slowly retracted and I was left with a lovely after glow which I'm still feeling today. Very happy to be alive, and to have experienced something so amazing.