It was time and everything was in line.

PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Perfectly calm, satisfied with ordinary life and ready
(physical condition) Set: Drowsy from workout yet tense of excitement
Setting (location): The altar (my couch)
time of day: 23:30, snowing, chilly
recent drug use: DMT last week with best friend
last meal: 19:30, Codfish with potatoes and sauce made from eggs along with vegetables.

PARTICIPANT
Gender: Male
body weight: 66kg
known sensitivities: Psychedelic lightweight in general
history of use: Semi-experienced in general, my 8th 40+ and my 3rd 50+.

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): N,N-Dimethyltryptamine
Dose(s): 52mg
Method of administration: Vaporized


EFFECTS
Administration time: 23:35
Duration: 45 minutes
First effects: 15 seconds
Peak: 30-60s - 7m
Come down: 7m~
Baseline: 45-50m

Intensity (overall): 4
Evaluation / notes: For personal references this is a great dosage for exploration, no journey is like my previous, it's all new and I have yet to truly begin interacting with these creatures due to the shock of amazement and wonder that keeps me distracted from doing so.

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 4
Unpleasantness: 0
Visual Intensity: 4
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 0
Afterglow:4 ; When still coming down I was profusely intoxicated and noticed my gf's presence, she seduced me and personal note: Love making is mind-blowing while on DMT.
I, had, the time of my life..


REPORT
I will keep this part short and concise due to an increasingly growing unease with describing these things in detail. Regardless of how elaborate my describing may be it just DOESN'T cut it, I feel as if I slander the good of spice by even trying. So the major events + the things I actually learn during these experiences will be told.

If someone truly want to know what's it like, you have to go there yourself, I can only show you the door, it is you who must open it.

I loaded 52mgs onto the wool in the Machine, I preheated the wool until I saw slight vaporization and melting of the product, I closed the flame's distance to the wool until I almost touched the it and began slowly inhaling over the course of 4 times(25-30s total). The last toke was minor, close to nothing and I was already heavily intoxicated during the second toke, autopilot had kicked in during the third.

I was in "space", it was purple with iridescent mists surrounding us, across a floating table made out of thicker "space" sat three trolls, long and pointy noses and ears, dark green flesh with a smug look on their face.

There was no welcoming as I've experienced before, instead the trolls engaged in a conversation, the language was as always utterly alien, more like singing than speaking, yet I understood them, at large of course. Like when someone from a foreign country tries to explain something to you, they make themselves understood by using everything, body, language, facial expressions, it ends up being a long charade but finally, you get it.

They began showing me things, unknown to human kind and still somehow familiar, like a distant memory trying to make itself reminded. They showed a tabula rasa and it began growing by the second until it engulfed me, while in this "blank state" my thoughts came back to me and I realized how real everything was, touch, smell, sight, sense, it was all there, no... I was there.

It struck me how lucky I am to have the privilege to experience these things and how lucky I was to experience them positively, with things being this real I thought; (while looking at my hand morphing into the strangest things..) Things could certainly get horrendously awry.

-Cut-

I was back with the trolls, they looked satisfied with my detour and "told" me pleasant things, another blank slate was being made by one of the trolls and their smug faces turned sinister and somewhat twisted, I realized I was coming down and I saw the trolls faces turn sad as they stopped with their business and just watched me as I involuntarily left their humble abode.

While coming down I could feel their presence growing stronger, for some time this became quite unpleasant but I managed to "shrug" it off, so to speak. The first thought erupting during the comedown was how much I've longed and searched for these things to happen, my passion for this lovely substance, to the spice

While being "down", although still far from baseline, it took me another 40 minutes before things settled down, by that time my girlfriend had sneaked up on me like a ninja while sensually seducing me (Oh yes ). I felt tired, yet with a great sense of accomplishment as bliss showered over me that night

nice.report... i fully understand the thought of how in the hell can i explane this! feeling.
but to be able to do this and see the things we do.is just an amazing feat...your right..
you can only show the door.. until others jump thur? well???... there is no other way to truly come close to understanding... one rocket,one pilot,one mind shaking ride!! respect..Oden

Yes the feeling is certainly quite humerous since it's always revisiting me, yet I never manage to fully bring it "back" when sobering up. It's like Terence used to say in his lectures; "And I realized when I looked at them that if I could bring just one of these little trinkets back, nothing would ever be quite the same".

Thanks for the positive feedback!

Nice report man, your becoming one of my favorite writers here.

If you don't mind me asking, the sex was on the comedown after you came back to "reality" right?

Lol ^
Yes nice read, i enjoyed it very much and was there. i c could see those little trolls.

Sometimes describing the feeling is very hard until a memory brings it back. but then it is still hard to describe, being that everyone perceives things different, for all we know, we could all be experiencing the same thing, and just calling it something else.

Hehe yes Although I did at first perceive her as a hallucination, I came to realize it was actually her. I'm always freakishly loaded after these high dosages and everything, including my gf was still morphing alot, a jaw dropping sight I assure you!

Also, thanks for the positive comments! Makes my work and effort time well spent



Truer words has seldom been spoken The Déjà vu on the come-up is always hilarious to me these days, because I yearn to "bring it back" but I know I won't remember much or any of it seconds later It's as absurd as it's humorous