It's funny, my first 30mg dose was ridiculously "strong" and I swore not to go higher because of the intensity, at 40mg, 50mg, I went through the EXACT same thing but with every + in dose it was just MORE, from 1D to 2D to 3D and to a new reality.
Today I loaded 40mg, upon placing the magical spice I noticed ALOT of residue from my last voyage but I did not care for it, because my mood was divine and my expectations small yet enthusiastic. Looking back at this the dosage must have been closer to 50mg+.
I played around some with my dog who did not want to stop messing around so he did whine some during this experience, however I did not notice this until coming down, more of this later on.
I heated the wool for 1 minute and began slowly inhaling, the chamber instantly went thick with smoke, and I did 3 tokes, on the third some fear set in as my flame wouldn't go out, yet it had a button which I was NOT holding in. Before I realized this was a hallucination I had already put the lighter and Machine down safe because holding them had rapidly become an impossibility.
As I laid back I could hear someone singing and I came aware of this immensely strong alien presence, it felt glad, somehow.
In an instant a bright flash appeared in front of my eyes, I was blinded, yet somehow being "thrown out" at IMMENSE speed and I enjoyed every second of it, thinking: Don't worry be happy
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After ridiculous amounts of imagery and endless, infinite forms of patterns and fractals everything slowed in, as if I got stuck in some pudding it was a very smooth and nice down pace in speed.
I was in a giant dome filled with sparkling stuff which I just can't explain, a green, friendly looking faerie magically appeared out of this stuff and it observed me. In another flash I was brought further into the dome and the faerie had teleported its way onto my right shoulder.
"It" looked like a she, very friendly and happy, she looked so thrilled with joy by the sight of me and began talking to me but I couldn't understand a thing of what she said and I could tell she was significantly annoyed by this so she began showing me, these things just appeared as she spoke, she said something in this very alien, beautiful and sensual language, it was so smooth, and when she said something a "thing" or object just magically appeared and she encouraged me to observe it.
While trying to make anything out of this I was so distracted by the dome, was it built out of beauty? I thought so, whilst staring, I stunned with amazement and the faerie suddenly grabbed me by the head and said: LISTEN. Was it in english I don't know, I just understood her.
I stared into her eyes, dazzled; she was perpetuating to speak and try to make me focus on her and the alien language for some reason and was considerably annoyed with my lack of concentration.
As this went on I was semi-shocked, no doubt, there was so much going on and I was SO happy, every cell in my body was boiling of joy and an EPIC sense of accomplishment.
Then suddenly the faerie began fading and she said something that vaguely reminded of goodbye, as she waved goodbye to me, she looked so eager to see me again, to come back to her dome and to try and understand her.
As this was fading and I could recognize my room I could hear the dog whining, now THIS is truly
THE most profound experience in my life. As I began recognizing my room my dog came up close to me and whined, as he did this I could clearly hear the faeries singing coming back in waves as I noticed how freakishly loaded I was, things where still morphing back to the dome and I could see glimpses of several faeries moving.
As the faeries singing came back my dog whined more and EVERYTIME the singing began, it was like a high pitched bird song, short, rapid and beautiful, my dog would begin to whine as a response. These phenomena continued until the singing stopped, by that time my dog was panting at me and decided to leave the nuthouse.
Now this was just odd as how could the dog "hear" the faeries? By the time my dog responded there was just NO coincidence in timing, what so ever, he truly answered the voice every time it occurred and his whining sounded quite afraid and puzzled.
This is by far the BEST and strongest perturbation my mind has ever experienced, it was mind-blowing, complete divinity and utter alieness and every other strongly positive word I can come up with
A last but fun note, as I was coming down (this took me 40minutes) and realized how godly high I was and for HOW LONG this was going on I came to think that I had done permanent damage to my brain and was forever mentally fudged. When thinking about that, I was happy and actually said to myself: I'd welcome this for an eternity.
This was the first time EVER that I thought of the "I’ve done it now" scenario as something good and not some looping terror. I actually embraced it and thought to myself that living a life like this would however be difficult; I mean how I would manage school and social life... Then I agreed with myself that I'd much rather enjoy staying at an asylum like this in peace and solitude
Mad, bad and dangerous to know.
There's magic out there!