I've had 3 experiences (excluding this) that i would consider proper breakthroughs, i'd define that by the intense visuals and the feeling of actually being taken somewhere, but this one... just something else.


I started mid day, my goal was to get my freind to break through, with me being quite intimidated from the mental overload and fear induced of a past experience, i took it easy, not taking that extra hit. The experience was an explosion of shapes and entities, with every movement leading to more explosions and endless manifestation of shapes and entities made of shapes, it was mostly a visual display, and a bit subdued due to the dose, i got the impression it would have been a bit too intense if i did take that extra hit, i appreciated it for what it was, but was not exactly put at ease.

Later that evening after my friend had left and having a rather intense experience i decided to have a another go, i can't recall exactly what happened since again it was a mild one, but extremely gentle and pleasant, left me feeling quite good, DMT related anxiety completely gone, i was now ready to go for it.

After what i thought was an appropriate break and making a coffee, i sat down on the edge of my bed, got the inspirator mk II ready, took a good 3 hits, here it comes i thought, got the feeling in my head, started to build got that noise in my ears, then nothing.

I took another couple of hits, started to build again, then nothing.

I must have took another 3 hits, before i got to the last hit i was noticing things in the corner of my eyes, they seemed like parts of my room, until i turned to see them vanish.

Then it came on, but instead of my eyes automatically closing, they stayed open, my room started to transform.

The centre of my vision remained mostly unchanged, with patterns sweeping across the floors and cabinets exposing the inner workings of matter, the edges of my vision showed people, boxes around my room turned into Christmas presents, my bed was now a sleigh, i was surrounded by people, to my right was a chair that was connected to the transformed space around me that i could not directly look at, the man sitting in it would constantly change, at first it was santa, then various religious figures, bearded men holding books and scrolls, i have no idea who they were but i knew they were men from different eras and faiths, the sleigh was taking me places, i could feel it, although the centre of my vision my room remained very much the same with the sweeping distortions, almost like x-ray vision exposing the true nature of the objects.

As i type this i slowly forget the details exactly, but this was just a level above anything else, unlike anything else i had experienced, and was longer than any other experience, i was filled with joy.

I go over to my desk and sit down with a massive smile on my face, take and sip of my coffee and feel it wobble and dance around my mouth, a rather pleasant experience.

I wasn't until today i realised what i have been missing out on, time and patience is all that was needed, i think i initially rushed things and expected too much in a short amount of time.

Congrats on the breakthrough. It's really something eh?

The spice never ceases to amaze that's for sure.
Congrats.

Yea, i don't think my write up does it the tiniest bit of justice, but then i suppose that's a problem we all face.

Wow i think it is so amazing you saw santa clause!!!!

Check out this thread about "the psychedelic secrets of santa clause" You may find it extremely interesting!
https://mycotopia.net/fo...secrets-santa-claus.html

Heres the link. Im very envious you got to take a magical sleigh ride!! Awesome!