Welcome to the Nexus!
Indeed, this is a fine place with many a diverse personality, but what unites us is greater than any arbitrary divisions.
There is no need to rush your explorations;find your own pace that you're comfortable with.I think DMT will take you to a place beyond where you imagine you want to go.And that is a constant source of wonder, for me anyways.
Once again, welcome aboard!!
I am paranoid of my brain. It thinks all the time, even when I'm asleep. My thoughts assail me. Murderous lechers they are. Thought is the assassin of thought. Like a man stabbing himself with one hand while the other hand tries to stop the blade. Like an explosion that destroys the detonator. I am paranoid of my brain. It makes me unsettled and ill at ease. Makes me chase my tail, freezes my eyes and shuts me down. Watches me. Eats my head. It destroys me.