With a GI bleed. Hyperspace never felt so far away. "..I find myself stirred awake by the ambient noises of the world outside and a realization that my train of thought may not be running on time…but I've nowhere to be...except here."
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Sincerely, I'm sorry for your circumstance, it must be difficult. Please think positive thoughts and be happy! Get well soon. Do not listen to anything, "Steely" says. He is a made up character that his owner likes to role play with. His owner is very delusional and everything he says is completely untrue and ridiculous.
Hate is the choice of a clouded mind.
-"It takes humility to remember who we are"-
"There has to be evil so that good can prove its purity above it." - Buddha
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Best Wishes for getting well !!
Think good thoughts; love yourself; utilize medical advice constructively and wisely; and look for ways to help your body heal.
GET WELL !!
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Aww  Do you know what has caused it? I too was in the ICU for awhile with a GI bleed. It took them FOREVER to find it.... It was Mechels or something of that nature. Turned out (after around $150k tests) that I had a sack on my stomach that dripped some stomach acid only my GI tract and burnt holes, which in turn released blood and into my stool. Took them about a month and a half for them to find it. So if your still looking for what it is, please ask them about it. I feel very sorry for you as well I had 21 pints of blood transfused into me... so I know at least something of what your going through. I hope you either know what it is, or find it soon! Get better! Please. 01:13:08 ‹Ellis DEmpty› I met the people living in my head... I disturbed them while they were sitting down at the table.... They were as shocked as I was!
We were born too soon to explore the cosmos, and to late to explore the earth. Our frontier is the human mind; religion is the ocean we must cross.
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Still, love is all around you and it will help you heal  All the best man!!
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Geez, i hope you are alright, my friend. Wishing you a nice rest, as you heal and get better ... "Eat your vegetables and do as you're told, or you won't be going to the funfair!"
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Hyperspace is never far away  And we're all with you!
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Thank you all for the kind words, luckily enough i caught it early on so im already on track to getting better. apparently i had an ulcer the size of a %.50 piece that had burst...or something. my H&H was down to 7.4 so i have been transfusing blood. my hopes are high and my support groups are kickin ass with me so again...thank you all and happy trails, shouldnt be here much longer, i hope. And Ellis, im not gunna lie haha your story definitely made me feel better about mine, ive only a few units so far transfused so i guess im doin alright.. see you all in my dreams. PEACE! "..I find myself stirred awake by the ambient noises of the world outside and a realization that my train of thought may not be running on time…but I've nowhere to be...except here."
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To SpireCatalyst - get well soon brother. We are all pulling for you. To Everyone Else - What if you needed 2 or 12 or 21 units of blood? Think about it. You know it is so EASY to donate a pint of blood and the people who work the clinics are so good at what they do, I can honestly say it's not all that painful. Nice folks and good cookies. How can you go wrong? Seriously, please, call Red Cross, a blood bank, your local equivalent and donate a pint for free this week. You'll feel better about yourself, you'll lower your blood pressure without even trying, drugs will work really, really good for a week and you may very well save a life. Do it! "But even if nothing lasts and everything is lost, there is still the intrinsic value of the moment. The present moment, ultimately, is more than enough, a gift of grace and unfathomable value, which our friend and lover death paints in stark relief."-Rick Doblin, Ph.D. MAPS President, MAPS Bulletin Vol. XX, No. 1, pg. 2Hyperspace LOVES YOU
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Thanks Pandora, and youre right...after this little ordeal i plan on making it a regular thing to donate if i can, being on the negative end of health care changes perspective a bit. "..I find myself stirred awake by the ambient noises of the world outside and a realization that my train of thought may not be running on time…but I've nowhere to be...except here."
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Hey thanks to everybody for helpin me get through the bullshit, im finally free and it seemed to last A LOT longer than it actually was. but im good now, just gotta be careful...Happy trails "..I find myself stirred awake by the ambient noises of the world outside and a realization that my train of thought may not be running on time…but I've nowhere to be...except here."
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SpireCatalyst You will be in my thoughts fellow brother, i wish you optimum health in the future and all the happiness in the world... <3 Much Peace and Compassion
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Thank you Aegle "..I find myself stirred awake by the ambient noises of the world outside and a realization that my train of thought may not be running on time…but I've nowhere to be...except here."
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SpireCatalyst Please keep us updated, no worries... <3 Much Peace and Sunshine
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Get well soon friend Keep smiling We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another.
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We are all living in our own feces.
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