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Hey. What do you think of all this? Well, before you answer I must say it is starting to call me more and more. I sort of need help now though. I am starting to push into other spots I haven't been before and maybe all that is necessary is empathy...to not feel so ungrounded with my body.
Intuitively I get and know or remember how to do some things when I get there, but I'm thinking this shouldn't be a solo or even a duet but more. You know?
Maybe lower pieces to affect motor skills only slightly and the mind only a little more; like playing video-games with Dimitri. Possibly benevolent channels?
Sighhhh...I don't know...

I think you may want to switch your priority from interaction to observation. The interaction will come in time, but in the mean time, you should enjoy what the experience gives you.

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Sounds like you've been starting off with lower doses, and are starting to get some of the "journey" effects of the trip, the realization that there is much further to go. Well, you've come to the right place, as many of us can empathize with that situation. Be assured that (from what I've been able to tell my short time here) that we have all had good trips and bad, many (most) of us have thought we had broken through, and then we had a real breakthrough. Feel free to share away and ask for help/guidance as needed. Have a positive weekend!

I think I will try observation more.
Good call.