Changa was made with 262mg pure white spice, about 180mg harmine, caapi leaf and mullien and a special smoking blend to make the mix about 1:3
It was decided that the spice would be smoked on blankets on the lawn to get a nice sky view, chairs and shadecloth was set up to provide privacy.
The changa was smoked - quite enough of it in a few pipeloads each (NR and I)
We kept our eyes open - i didnt notice too much in the way of oev's - and i felt slightly oddish - not the usual loveglow of changa.
What followed was nothing short of a full breakthru of a kinda into legoland.
I hadnt closed my eyes - nothing broke up it just became plastic - and there was this menacing feeling.
I looked over at the plants and they were all made from lego, shiny and perfect shaped - no imperfections anywhere.
There were no birds or insects around during this time.
When I glanced over at the trees they had all their plastic leaves hanging down - as i looked at them they all folded up, as to respond to my looking at them.
Very much like that youtube vid - of those alive plants(that clearly are fake)
The grass was made up of 15cm x 15cm patches of identical lego grass - i inspected it with my fingers and - it was as it seemed - very very odd - much freakout.
I had a feeling i was going to stay like that forever - i coulnt submit - i forgot to - i was scared.(so much so that i - to a normal observer looked much like a different person)
I decided to try close my eyes - to see where that would go - all i saw was like gremlin like creatures making making a tight knotwork - getting faster and faster - not comfortable feeling.
So I opened my eyes and called Aegle for some support.
All motorskills were intact - i could walk normally and everything was in place - just it had been replaced.
Same as the first time this happend to me - that xmas eve years ago - a report here titled "The Most intense experience of my life"
After feeling slightly more comfortable i returned to the garden and looked up at the sky.
I saw a silver ball hovering in the sky - clearly not a hallucination - i asked NR to confirm it and he did so - around it i could see the hallucinations - a beautifull pink/purple chrysanthemumed pattern around my focal point on a grey sky.
We watched the ball move across the sky - in odd ways - it seemed to be watching back - i felt it was here because of how i was feeling or - beacause it was causing the feeling
This is the first time iv ever seen anything in the sky that i havent been able to identify - iv always looked but saw nothing - and i had been mentioning for days that i had a feeling i was going to be seeing something along these lines - hopefully.
I called aegle to come confirm this - and as she came to see it - the thing flatout dissapeared - i was beyond amazed.
The trip felt very unpleasant - and didnt seem to be going in any good direction - i busined myself to avoid getting into it.
Im not sure if submitting to it would have been the best idea - none of it felt good at all : like i said the first time - it felt as if "This way leads to madness."
I spoke to NR and he had the same trip exactly - same visuals exactly, experienced almost everything as i had - incredible - what else can i say.
Later that day i had to go back - and it was beautifull - i had it alone in my hammock and communicated with the trees - with little birds as my mental metronome - cool breeze on my face - so so so good - such love.
antrocles wrote:...purity of intent....purity of execution....purity of experience...
...unlike the "blind leading the blind". we are more akin to a group of blind-from-birth people who have all simultaneously been given the gift of sight but have no words or mental processing capabilites to work with this new "gift".
IT IS ONLY TO THE EXTENT THAT WE ARE WILLING TO EXPOSE OURSELVES OVER AND OVER AGAIN TO ANNIHILATION THAT WE DISCOVER THAT PART OF OURSELVES THAT IS INDESTRUCTIBLE.
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