so i took 14 mgs. of 2c-t-2 to start with, thinking i'd get to a plus 2 at most.
why do i always assume things like this?!?!
i need to stop listening to other people's dosage advice and just start LOW!!!
i'm obviously in another league of sensitivity than 99% of the population.
there were typical phenethylamine come-up effects til about the 45 minute point, at which it started to depart from it's brothers characteristics. for the next hour i was plunged into the worst drug experience i've ever felt before.
it was like everything that 2c-e is for me but to the 10th degree. (2c-E for me = UBER body load)
now don't get me wrong, the dose was relatively low so i got away with it, but if the dose were as intense as say, my 10 mgs 2c-e, i woulda been straight up DOOMED. (i know you guys are like, "10 mgs of 2c-E? that's it?!?!)
hyper muscle clenching and full-on death-from-poison sensations coursing through my blood.
at it's worse point i started to manifest a state of consciousness which is ascribed to t-2 and t-7 and never the others if you haven't read what others have said: confusion and delerium.
now i've NEVER felt anything resembling delerium from any phenethylamine.
i conveniently forgot about that state once i gave up taking mushrooms a few years back!!
but seriously i started to get it full on. i was able to stay calm about it but while i felt like certain death was blanketing me i started to wonder, "what the helllll is going on......" my girlfriend would say, "do you want me to call D.??" (my trip buddy who has saved me from many-a acid trips)
i would hear her question and not respond for like 15 seconds. "noooo...nooooo. i think i'm okay. i think i'll live. it's not the mental effects that i need help with, it's the body." but wrapped around all these words was a confused air of "i don't understand."
then the visuals came on full-bore.
it reminded me more of 2c-e than anything other drug.
there is something about the intensity and complete "full-on-ness" of 2c-e visuals that only this T-2 dose has come close to. (besides horrendous doses of other drugs of course).
usually with other drugs, even 2c-b, it take a minute for the visuals to "get going". like you turn your head and you look at something and.....(wait for a half-second).....THERE is the bending and warping.
this was like everywhere i looked the whole visual field would INSTANTLY morph into some spherical mandala of sorts of the most absurdly bright rainbow colors.
this visual effect coupled with a kind of "hit-over-the-head-with-a-bat" delerium was causing me to quite literally feel like i'd entered some other dimension.
it was definitely NOTHING like a mescaline trip, as some have likened it to.
now at this point i was ready to be here for the next 4 hours and was okay with it.
i was just accepting what was happening realizing that, indeed, i'd rather experience too gnarly of a body load than a black-out dose of ayahuasca or something where my mental state was being eaten alive by aliens. so i was making the best of it.
but then suddenly at about the hour and 45 minute point ALL the uncomfortable effects vanished completely.
all the confusion, all the bodily pain, and the over-heating, completely vanished.
this happens to me to some degree with all psychedelics but the other ones have never been THAT crazy and miserable in the beginning.
it's like there's some great clearing of all trauma and the RAPTURE ensues.
HOLY EFF, the plus 3 T-2 rapture is one blissful mofo.
as far as i can remember i've never experienced something so close to Samadhi (consciously blissful one-ness with the Source)
on any other medicine.
T-2 has a definite positive push. it's very much similar to if MDMA were as intense as smoked DMT.
that's what it reminded me of and that's always the impression i've had of what True Samadhi must be like.
MDMA-love streched to DMT-like proportions.
all there was as far as the mind could behold was ABSOLUTE PERFECTION.
perfect bliss. perfect rapture. intellectual insight was not necessary.
my girlfriend just sat quietly as i mumbled various details about the power and importance of knowing and expressing God in Her highest form...absolute love and bliss.
i must have been in that space for 2 hours before coming back to probably the worst headache i've ever had in my life.
by the time i went to bed later my head felt like it was bleeding, it hurt so bad.
i woke up the next day feeling a seretonin/emotion crash coupled with a body ache that felt like i dosed 2 full hits of MDA and drank 8 beers.
sore neck, sore brain, sore arm and legs. SORE!
cannabis helped with the hangover as she always does. i feel great now, of course. i'm back on track. (2 days later)
will i ever take T-2 again?? HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLL NO!!
if it felt as benign as 2c-b would i take it again??? YES, every weekend.
the positive push of the mental effects was very MDMA-like.
but ya know, aco-DIPT reminds me of MDMA too and there ain't NO negative body load on that molecule (at the 16-18 mg range for me) so i have to fold my cards when it comes to T-2.
i certainly don't regret taking it though.
but if anyone wants to kill a small animal i have a tiny baggie of JUST what they need!!
and hey, at least i got to see the Absolute for a fleeting hour or two.
other drugs will kill you proper without even approaching such a possibility.
viva la psychs!