im not going to bother trying to describe the buzz, its fucking indescribably impossible im afraid you just have to do it.

i realised the following things:
science is trying to describe it.
religon is trying to use idols to represent it.
the government is there to try and take control of the evolutionary process that is 'it'.
art is also trying to comunicate it.
every single point in history involving power and empires, wars and conflicts, have been over 'it', i.e: leaders trying to take power over those who dont know and fighting for the place at the top of the 'pyramid'.
jesus experienced 'it', and tried to comunicate it to everyone so the romans killed him and changed christianity to keep you away from it.
same goes with all the other religons probably, but buddishm being the closest to it.
the voice that is there is a pre-installed safety feature in every human beings subconcious (probably all living thing aswell) to stop the being dying of shock incase it reaches that stage.
once you know 'it' you can use it to basicly 'move up' to try atract attention to 'it', i personaly belive music is the best way, as i experienced effects veryyy similar to dmt on lsd from listening to a track called contact (ironic title eh?) by noisia, with a video that is absolutely riddle with suggestions towards it at the last min, i highly recomend it to anyone that wants proof there are muscians out there with knowledge of 'it' and how to make music that causes interdimensional effects, but make sure you watch it on lsd whilst peaking the fuck out and turn that shit up.
oh yh and also, the univesal forces that run the whole process are 'fate' and 'chance', which makes synchronicitys make perfect sense to me.
as for higher intelligence, there MUST be.

wow,

thats an interesting philosophy. it would be cool if it was more in depth.
but the difficulty to describe dmt with the language we have does not justify 'it'

beautifully put my friend, and your first trip sounds of incredible revelations. thanks for sharing this here

i would try and go into detail, but as im sure you know, its impossible, just the pure on-going 'wow' is still affecting me, and the realization of the massive spell everyone is under who hasnt had these revalations we've had is astounding.
the best way i can think of it is, we've won 'the game' or 'the test', but to reach the next step is to get everyone to this point of concious awareness. Anybody ever see hypercube? its kinda like that , but we have no idea what we are part of.

Last night i had the most extrodinary lucid dream, something ive only been able to attain like twice, but this one was HI DEFINITION to the max, probably because of the dmt trip the night before. I could not tell the difference between waking reality and that reality, i was even doubting it was a dream, because it was that real. The joke is, before i became lucid, some really scary guy was after me and EVERYONE was telling me to get away from him, but he caught up with me and i started to get scared and he said 'dont panic dont panic i just want to give you something' and gave me 5 pills with a triangle on one side and an eye on the other, and they where RED which is ironic, then i swallowed them and he disapeared. I then for some reason after ingesting the pills performed a reality check, but the pills in the dream stopped absolutly every single bit of shock that would usualy wake you up, upon realizing its a dream. To me this is some kind of shocking metaphor to waking reality, everyone wants to keep you away from the truth, and the so called 'devil' just wants to give you it. oh yh and the scary guys name was victor, which is ironic also.

My next step is to write extremly good electronic music thats capable of giving dmt effects to a listener on psycadelics just like the noisia song, and several other neurofunk artists (read up on this genre, the title gives it away) or maybe even simulate dmt effects to sober listeners, then it can be true healing music. Im pretty sure this has something to do with using you minds eye to sort of 'channel' it. i have no idea how to go about this so if anyone can point me in the right direction it would be much apreciated, theres alot of work to be done
THANK YOU DMT and school on monday shall be rather, interesting.

Interesting ideas. Sounds like you have a good first experience. Just wait til you see how much more this molecule can show you.

this is my favorite part:



I could not agree more man. I remember my first few journeys to the void and I remember coming back and thinking that I was all archetypes, the shaman, the scientist, the proletarian, the artists etc. all at once. And I had just experienced "it". Yet all these different parts of me reacted the exact same way to the knowledge of "it" however each of these archetypes had different definitions for "it".

It's hard to put "it" into any other words, because as soon as you try to add another adjective or definition, then the original, pure definition of "it" is lost. "it" cannot be understood completely by human minds or language but it can be grasped. "it" can only be experienced. To live in the bardo, the in-between for all dualities; where the world creates and destroys itself constantly.

Sounds like lots of fun, but also fertile soil for paranoia. Tread lightly.