Have not made a new topic for quite some time...see how this goes...

So I've had a lot of DMT experiences, many breakthroughs & turned on a large handful of friends, but I tell ya, it still never ceases to completely amaze me!!
I've had some time off for the past few weeks & that voice had been calling me for a while now..I don't smoke DMT very regularly, only when I feel absolutely compelled to...there is this minds-eye visualization where I'll get glimpses of the places I've gone/feelings of them etc... & it starts calling me back again.

So yesterday..."Labor Day" here in the US...I got a call from Antrocles & we had lunch & hung out for a while. Long story short, I ended up in Ant's aptly named healing room, with a VG loaded with my first taste of Ant's extract.

I had the heaviest, most personal, most direct smack in the soul I've ever experienced with smoked DMT!!!
The usual geometry & psychedelic space was there, but so not the point!!
It was much more Ayahuasca-like than any smoked DMT exp I've had in the past...no Harmalas were involved though. Except a Cappi Vine growing in the corner...

Most of the trip was so personal & life-review-like that I have had trouble really explaining it to anyone without going into detail about the past 35 years!! But it was like the layers of my physical life where being literally peeled off of me & thrown away!!
By "physical layers", I'm mean like the way muscle forms in layers, interwoven with each other. It was like layers of skin, or muscle was peeled off, layer by layer, year by year & each was a certain aspect the had created the core of myself underneath. Including the feeling of my jaw dislodging & splitting & my teeth falling out & peeling away, like out into a vacuum!!
It did not hurt in any way, in fact it was wonderful...like taking off a wet, heavy blanket.

BTW, I do not mean this metaphorically at all!! (for a change... )
It was the most lucid, literal, direct teachings I've ever received from a DMT experience!!!
Sorry there is such little actual detail here, but It would take pages to write...


So Ant, man....I gotta say, you have some kind of connection with something bigger, that space you've prepared for going there is something special & I owe ya one!!
I do think Ant's being there, brought on a lot of the direct, messaging I experienced.
BTW, that was also the first time I had a breakthrough with someone else in the room...thanks!


cheers
WS

Could you share one little detail?.......................What was the blend!? Was it a leaf blend or straight spice?....if you don't mind sharing, of course.

Nice! Now THAT is my kind of trip report. I envy you the experience. Thanks much for sharing it.

My man is the best kind of guide you could have, in my ever so humble opinion. That space he's put together there takes half the work out of set and setting.

So beautiful. I've had similar layer-peelings with Ayahuasca! Thanks for sharing! What a blessing to share such a space!

sounds like a very healing experience WSaged; glad you shared

i would like to know this as well
p.s. you should smoke Ant's caterpillar, Shardy, when Ant's not looking

I can almost feel the exciting moments that must have been revealed just by browsing through this report.
Thanks for sharing the good vibes.
Much appreciated.

WSaged

Wow what a deeply profound experience... I've also encountered a peeling back of layers, which have formed during my life. The more layers which can be removed over time, I feel the closer one can come to ones true self... Thank you so very much for sharing, I wish you safe journeys my friend.


Much Peace and Compassion

Hi WSaged



Really, really nice trip report!
My opinion is that your final 2 phrases are the key to your whole experience. The presence of other more advanced travelers have a most definite impact on the final outcome. They somehow manage to bring on their own "special magic" to our own world. Ant is a really special person (as we all can see through his delightful posts here) and he passed some of his magic to you.

Beautiful!

Thanks!

That one is still hanging in my mind & I'm still realizing how truely deep & cleansing it was!
There was no metaphoric messages, it was there in flashing neon colors!!
I've been making a lot of changes over the past year or so & my house needed a good sweeping...I got exactly that!
With a healthy dose of reassurance on the side!


As far as the blend, Ant will have to tell you the details, I think there was an herbal bed with straight DMT crystals on top.
I'm pretty certain it had more to to with the setting, my need & intention to understand things & Ant being like an freaking antenna, than the exact blend of herbs!!


Cheers!
WS

THE 'BLEND':

take 1 part LOVE.

add an equal amount of GRATITUDE...

put 'em both in a space created exclusively for deep exploration.

fold in two open souls, 11 candles, burnt sage and a thai buddhist meditation bell.

let cook for 7-10 minutes while stirring constantly with compassion and intent.

DING!! timer goes off....mmmmmm....smell that! it's so delicious!! smells just like....

...home...

my brother- it was an honor to hold the space and watch you wake up just that little bit more. something tells me that wasn't the last time you and i will work together...

who's next?

with the deepest love and gratitude!!

HEY!! HAND'S OFF SHARDY!!

Great writeup and thanks for sharing W.Saged.
I enjoy reading and get a lot out of posts from you and Antrocles.
As a relative newbie to the DMT sensorium it is great to read about your experiences and insights into the Spirit molecule.
Thanks for sharing.

Awesome trip report!

Having a nice little spot to suit the occasion definitely can help prime the mind. That extra bit of fuel just to go that much further. "Set" having soooo much to do with it!

Aaaaawwee...'Lil Shardy...growing so fast...

Mad Banshee wildly waves his hand and says OH!... ME, ME, ME!!!

But seriously, its great to know such things were going on this weekend on the Pacific side while I was enjoying the sandy dunes, the wide ocean bay, and the rich enlightenment of our shared sacrament on the Atlantic side.
Sometime soon I hope to again visit that most amazing space hosted by my soul brother Ant on the West Coast.
In the meantime, it gives me much warmth to know the light and the love you guys are sharing.
It's my sincere hope that we shall meet one day soon Brother Warren!

Hehehehehe, okay. I gotcha.

I was wondering whether it was some sort of strong blue lily blend. There's obviously more to it than the herbs and compounds, but the herbalist in me is always so curious.

Wow!.............That's quite a mustache.

actually, i took a pinch of peppermint, lavender and mullein. ground 'em up and made a little bed in my GVG then sprinkled some slightly yellow elven parmesan cheese on top.

....i love that full-spectrum medicine.. SO unique and healing... WS is used to working with pure white crystals so that could have had an influence on his journey to some degree.....

either way- it was beautiful to witness...

L&G!!

I gotcha. I'm sure it was the Love & Gratitude more than anything. Plus the space, plus you (the Ant-enna), plus the full-spectrum goodness, plus, plus....

antrocels, I am inspired by your sincerity and charmed by your eloquence. It sounds like you have one heck of a recipe there