i am a seed planted on fertile ground and twice grown on a rock, bearing many scars

i am me

i am becoming

i am here

i am understanding

i am receiving

i am giving

i am interceding

i am leading

i am being led

i follow the One

giving my life over to a beautiful romance, only to receive life abundant-fold

Yayy i made my first post... i guess i'll post more as i come out of my domain, like a flower blooming only at night, with intense confusion and mystery, enwrapped in overbearing insight to the world around me...only to retreat back into my pod at the break of light, as everything stirrs to life

Cheers, welcome to the Nexus.

Welcome to the nexus!! Seems like you'll fit in great here lol.

nice poetic language

If I may bring you down here a little bit to the 'boring and straight-language world' for a moment: what is your experience with psychedelics? Have you tried DMT yet? What about extractions?

See you around, and welcome to the Nexus!

thank you so much for the welcome..... my experience with psychedelics is....well i have a foundation,, i still feel like i've only begun,,, been exploring for 5 years now, some lite years, some heavy..,,,,everything is always so new,,, and the spirit never gives me a complete picture,, only pieces to the puzzle, for me to climb with .... and i love this relationship

for substances,,,, fresh on the pachanoi, which i'm loving the lonnnnnng window... eventually i want to try integrating the dmt with the length of the pachanoi... ..... and my experience with dmt is blossoming... i've only had one experience with it...it's like the fastest internet i've every had... i can't wait, but i will, to explore the mind, body, soul, universe, Spirit, Sarayu/mama with such clarity as the aya experience...which was my one experience... i've brewed it twice... i'm already in love with the relationship i have with brewing,, it's soo cool,,, i've learned a lot from other teas and the pachanoi, of coarse... ..... as i become more comfortable with the brewing and the vitamin i'll definitely be experimenting with other admixtures and different ways of extraction,,, i'm entirely unfamiliar with using man-made chemicals, so i'll shy away until i'm ready... .... and i'm building my foundation of my brew with m. hostilis and b. caapi.. actually will be downloading this weekend, lol... so giddy and anxious, i can hardly contain myself


and i just want to make sure i say thank you for the aura of this site/forum that i'm already feeling...so amazing.. and sorry if i get wordy but i'm feeling relaxed to be here