This time I sampled the changa I had made with a 50/50 blend of caapi leaves and blue lotus flowers. The DMT was added 1:1 to the blend.
Nervously I held the loaded pipe and tried to regulate my breathing. As I inhaled and held in the first toke I once again felt a rushing sensation, I lied back on my bed with my eyes closed and braced myself. After 30 seconds or so I decided that I would push further and take another drag from the pipe. I inhaled for the second time and held in the smoke for around 20 seconds and flopped backwards. Then I began to feel an intense euphoric rushing sensation throughout my entire body. I felt as though I was being lifted high into the sky, this was followed by a feeling of free falling through the air. With my eyes closed I saw racing visuals of all colours which changed rapidly which made them impossible to pin down and describe. The most persistent of the visual features appeared much like dancing horizontal bolts of electricity. The euphoric high gently tapered over the course of the next 45 minutes. A very enjoyable experience.
What does it mean to exist?