It has been for me a long time since i found the Nexus, not long because it has only been like 3 months but long because i have grown so much since i found this place. But hey, anyways i´ve been taught that time is only a fragment of our collective imagination
For me it is now the right setting to say THANK YOU to this great comunity, that has helped me so much!
I came here through a calling in my life, i had to see for myself, and a hole lot that was in dire need of healing (physically). It was with your help that i could extract the spirit of my planta maestra, it was with your help i learned how to smoke it and it was with your help i learned more or less what to expect from it.
Since i strated my relationship with the Spice i have been taught so much that thoughts crumble and words dissolve when i want to bring my new insights into syntaxe. It is really a thing to be experienced and felt!
I wanted also to correct a mistake i made some time ago, in one topic that asked what was better for healing i replied that Aya would always do better in healing. I stand correced in humility. My experience now leads me to believe that Spice has also amazing healing abbilities.
I suffer from psoriasis, a genetic disorder of the skin that alters it´s groth process. Before i started working with spice i was having an accute crisis, with more then 20% of my body with lesions. I was also taking very strong medication for it (metotraxato) that was doing very little and i kept on watching my contions agravating severly. I also felt some liver disconfort brought on by the metotraxato.
Before strating any connection with DMT (i was going to make 2 Aya sessions) i wanted my body cleansed so i stopped the medication and started the Aya diet (wich i keep untill today - more or less 2 months). I dunno what Momma has done to me but i can assure you that atm i have almost no visible lesions and feel no liver disconfort what so ever. During my sessions with her i often feel my body being manipulated from inside and maybe that has something to do with it but it´s just a guess as usually she "leaves me in the kindergarden playing and learning with the other children wilst she is working on my body".
I feel lighter psysically and i feel much better psychologically too
Summing up i have you guys to thank for all of this, and i do, from the bottom of my heart.
This one is an amazing road to take!
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