Tomorrow I start a new life.
I have been abusing drugs for the past 4 years, and tomorrow this changes. I have been eating wrong for the past 20 years, tomorrow this changes. I have been hating myself for the whole of my life.. tomorrow this changes.
I will be on a vine only regimen for however long it takes me to learn the true nature of my existence. Our time on this planet is too short to be fucking around getting high.. it is time to use altered states for something positive.
Thank you everyone on the Nexus for the things I have learned!
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No matter what, don't let anything stop you. I completely turned my life over for the better. All those programs you want to replace have to come to a release and if you haven't fully let it go then it will circle around again until you do. So learn to discipline yourself massively. Also remember, the sacrifice is for nothing, but that nothing is space.
Goodluck mate, it's always nice to read something like that.
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all the best in your changes! I know these substances have definitely helped and keep helping me becoming a better person. It's a life-time struggle, but thats actually wonderful, to look back and see how much one evolved, and look forward and be happy there is still so much more to do  Btw, dont start tomorrow, start today!
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Thank you both for your kind and uplifting words.
Today is a new day. Today I start living.
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Good luck. if we all had the courage.... JBArk JBArk is a Mandelthought; a non-fiction character in a drama of his own design he calls "LIFE" who partakes in consciousness expanding activities and substances; he should in no way be confused with SWIM, who is an eminently data-mineable and prolific character who has somehow convinced himself the target he wears on his forehead is actually a shield.
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I recently stopped using anything but shrooms and DMT I'd do mescaline if it was around but no addictive shit here anymore. And yes I'm also eating healthier and learning to discipline myself I need increased physical health if I want to keep on evolving spiritually. So Good luck mate May the force be with you ––––––
DMTripper is a fictional character therefore everything he says here must be fiction.
I mean, who really believes there is such a place as Hyperspace!!
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endlessness wrote:Btw, dont start tomorrow, start today! Good point, this 'tomorrow' thing often doesn't work well  Good luck Cloud!
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congratulations. elusive illusion
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Congrats, do not stray from your path and do not look back, it will only distract you from your goals. I want to be doing the same thing, it is difficult, good luck. "That which I avoid I will become a slave to, that which I confront I will master."
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Starting my first aya brew today, I hope to be feeling like you are now after I'm done =)
Like everyone else said, there will be a ton of temptations and your ego will try to bullshit you, but you have to remain strong and do what you know is right. Don't allow yourself to be deluded.
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Healing yourself through a steady vine-heavy regime IS. ENTIRELY. POSSIBLE!!!! I've been at it for over two years, and the rewards (and challenges, hehe) have been countless. But so positive in the end. Respect, sincerity, and dedication will get you everywhere. Love and best wishes! Some things will come easy, some will be a test
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cloud i hope your transition into your new life is working out well
if it were me though i think i would go gradually and change just a few things at a time perhaps quitting smoking and take up exercise to replace the smoking........or stop eating junk food and replace it with healthy snacks.......little by little so you don't put your body into shock........
best wishes always
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