Righto, This is only my opinion so feel free to blast it but
i thought i could actually share something which might be
of some help.

In life: its not whether you do or don't do something,
that ultimately determines how you feel; its smoething else, its like...

what i mean to say is it is the difference between when you smoke and when
you don't that gives you that feeling of good or bad.

that's all, just that.

shoe