i love you brother. you are a pure soul and a self-aware soul. what you just did was courageous and righteous and i for one stand by you. much love and support to you and yes, as the dear gammagore stated above, it would appear that the spice has indeed already begun to do it's healing work on you.
LOVE AND GRATITUDE FOR YOU LITTLE BROTHER!!
"Rise above the illusion of time and you will have tomorrow's
wisdom today."