Many have been driven away by trolls I was told. Times change. No point in worrying about a past we cannot bring back. Just try to make the best of what is left.
What I have written is actually true for many times in life and groups in this sick culture.
I hope you find what you are looking for and help to be the change you seek.
"But even if nothing lasts and everything is lost, there is still the intrinsic value of the moment. The present moment, ultimately, is more than enough, a gift of grace and unfathomable value, which our friend and lover death paints in stark relief."-Rick Doblin, Ph.D. MAPS President, MAPS Bulletin Vol. XX, No. 1, pg. 2Hyperspace LOVES YOU