All that may have seemed profound, all the insight, all the beauty that was illuminated, and all those colorful exemplifications of beauty... are you my friend.

And all that might be illuminated after previously being in the shadowy subconscious, even perhaps more examples of your past trauma... are a chance to work on and resolve them via the help of having the light shined on them so you can possibly find solutions and resolve for it all.

I'm glad you found something interesting, in yourself, via help from the spirit molecule. Definitely process it all. Be aware in the sober state and meditate on clarified intentions for all possible future partakings. Remember that it's your soul (at least that's my way of looking at it), and remember you have a tool for the job. It's there to help you, but it is all you. Be functional, integrate, learn from your higher self and work for a lifetime to reunite with it. The dmt... or our higher selves... want us to be functional. To be a better person, to share, to make art, to learn, to improve, to heal. These are the best reasons to proceed on this path. And this is what our path can be. A life dedicated to the best this can help bring out of us. It is you. It's grand.