teotenakeltje wrote:

This is how i managed to break true immediatly.

Baby Jesus died for your sins
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You can’t capture a single experience, and expect it to always be that way. You may experience moments of absolute perfection, but you have to realize they are only moments. Those moments pass, and sometimes are never experienced again. At some points I have gone in to trips with the intention of recapturing the magic of past trips. When I got in to a trip, I would encounter a sad crying entity. I asked it why it was sad and it said it wept for me because I have been grasping at the past. It said it has infinite love to give, and it wants to give it to me, but I will not let it happen because I grasp for a moment in the past, something that does not exist. The message was to accept the love that is always given in the present moment, if only I would open to it. I often get the message that there is always something new to learn, always another area to explore. Always another way to open up.

Buckminster Fuller said in his Synergetics book that perhaps humans are where the fundamental questions of the universe are being solved. We are like instruments for understanding the universe, but by being created we have changed the universe as well, creating more to be questioned and understood. Our evolution is perhaps always one step ahead of our (or the universal) understanding, so that every transformation and revelation leads to a new question that will pull us forward.

I'm not sure how profound this was actually meant to be... but it tickled me for about 30 minites



Awesome.

I am a human way before I am a female or a person of a specific ethnicity.

...but now after much meditation I see that this is a very elementary view-point. As I look closer, I can clearly see that yes, hyperspace is me. We really are that complex and then some.

Your body and mind is the most precious thing you have, dont abuse it with harmful drugs.

Go outside and do something. There are so many things you can do that dont cost a thing. Go hiking, go biking, go pick herbs, volunteer...

a quick pharma trip before breakfast? you make it seem so easy...some people take the dog out before the wife gets up,while others go for a morning walk in hyperspace! how different we all are!

After a while I was thinking, "someone please save me from this endless and merciless joy."

Nothing would most probably happen.

hellow darkness my old friend, time to smoalk some moar nn
said simona and garfunkel