You guys are good peoples.

Yah know. Maybe i just needed to step away long enough to gain some composure.

I think of you all as friends.

Last night, I ate some mushrooms and realized that i don't really need to be concerned about stepping away. I had a very stern conversation with myself that ended with a friendly conversation.

The mushies tell know lie. They says - if your head is fuckin' with you....fuck with your head!!!!

So i gave my head a lil come to ACY discussion.



I feel normalish, again. But still - balanced.



ACY

You sure are tripping a lot

Trip --> Time dilation --> "Whoa... it's been FOREVER since I've tripped." --> Trips again --> Even more time dilation --> "It's been SOOOO LOOOONG" --> etc.

It had been a while, yes. (Didn't trip between fall 2016- winter 2018 ). But, i would like to close some of my own personal grudges against myself before I move on to my next chapter. Going into my mind allows me to let go of unhealthy grudges against my own past.

I don't really know that it needs explaining. I needed to open my perspective.

Brought back my the mushrooms

It was the mushrooms that led me here, originally. I think they were not pleased with the idea of stepping aside.

Those good ol' PE cubensis. I need to start growing again. I have some Albini PE and Pan. cyan mycelium on agar, currently waiting on my buddy to bring the shared flow-hood to his place. When he does, we'll pour some more trays, and also inoculate a few jars.

I have only had pan cyans once before. I look forward to our reunion.


ACY

In my case it was a mushroom trip that convinced to join and become active here at the nexus (I had only been reading it for some time).

My thanks to the mushrooms. I have had the good luck to meet and interact with amazing people here.

Lear, share, expand.