The first time because it had been calling me from afar for years. Now that I did it's a simple question of why wouldn't I. It leaves me in better shape than I was in before and I don't know of any other substance that does that. Even the things that I have enjoyed over the years leave a mark of some sort after that isn't always pleasant.
Even if I've had my ass handed to me by this I'm usually in pretty good spirits afterwards. Integration of the experience is fairly straight forward (if somewhat confusing if that makes sense
). This is what leads me to believe there is more going on here than simple brain chemistry.
As a matter of fact so many things that were in one way or another not good for me are simply gone from my life now and I'm of course better off for it.