jotag wrote:So I tried acid yesterday for the first time, I did 1/2 tab of what was supposedly 120ug. I was at a friend's house, the day was beautiful, setting was perfect. I'm not going to describe the experience, I'll just list the things I felt. I cut the piece of paper in half and put it under my tongue at about 2:10pm. The effects kicked in at about 3:30pm and and lasted until around 12am. It was basicaly:
jitteriness
anxiety
anguish
purge, like I had something inside my chest that I needed to expel - this led to an urge to cry or vomit, but I couldn't do neither
shivers
body tremors
depression
chest tightness
tingling
cold
No euphoria, no happiness, no empathy, no visuals, no colors, no patterns, no walls breathing. Just unpleasant feelings.
Maybe it was duff acid perhaps, but assuming it wasn't this doesn't sound like a 'normal' physiological response to me and beyond just psychological knots of anxiety. I mean you say the setting was perfect, I would have thought at least one ray of happiness would have pierced your mind at some point and spiralled out into a beautiful moment. Maybe your reaction signifies physical illness at the moment (low energy) or maybe even neurologically you're wired a bit differently.. it's not like everyones brain is identical - bodies are found to have abnormalities post-mortem that affected the person through life to which they were unaware at the time. Not saying this it the case, but it's a possibility beyond just a psychological malady.