Dose: About 20 fresh liberty caps.

Method: Tea with fresh lemon juice.

Setting: Home alone.

Mind state pre-trip: Calm but anxious.

Preface: The trip came after 3 years of crisis and metaphysical experiences.


Mind expansion

My first mushroom trip was highly anticipated. I had already undergone a few out of body experiences and events of a metaphysical nature. So, after reading various trip reports of others, I was aware this experience would be profound and impacting, given the knowledge I had been taught about God.

Once the mushrooms had kicked in, I began a short but intense period of mind engineering, whereby the reality system that runs on our minds, was modified, providing me with experiences that re-shaped the construct of my mind.

The first thing I began to feel was a heightened sense of awareness. I could feel my entire nervous system pulsating, and every part of my body was individually recognisable through this feeling. Specific parts of my body were activated with sensory input for the desired effect on my metaphysical being. As and when this was achieved, God went to work.

Slowly but surely my mind began to expand, and I could perceive a new depth or dimension very clearly. At one point I felt like I could reach out in front of me and grab my mind with my hands. I was made to stimulate my being through various body positions and movements, such as stretching both legs out and rubbing my temples and eye areas. I was also required to hold my jaw in certain positions. The reason for this was to provide stimulation to certain areas of my body, that are in turn linked to specific areas of my true metaphysical being, and with this stimulation, God could engineer my being as required.

Eventually, I was introduced to phenomena that ranged from faded geometric patterns behind closed eyes to an unstable visual environment once opened. The parameters of reality that we attribute to stability, such as perspective, balance and the general consistency of our environment, were all modified to operate within a wider range, and therefore reality became a fluid alien experience. During this time, God was introducing to me a higher consciousness state, one where we are not bound by the apparent strict laws of physics. Information was relayed to my mind and I began to understand the artificial nature of the development environment we inhabit.

Part of the mind work included an intense period of dismantling and rebuilding my mind faculty. At various times during the experience, God kneaded my mind like dough, stretching it to its limit and squashing it tight upon its return. As well as this were various interactions where my mind was pried apart in various places, and I saw into regions that were almost fracturing. Like a corridor opening up in my mind, I perceived new avenues being created, perhaps new compartments or new areas of the mind being opened up and made structurally sound by God.

In this deep state, I was presented with further understandings of God.

God lives as a being that has evolved beyond our comprehension, into the conscious state of love. This existent state of God is better described as self-aware intelligent love, an intelligent medium. It is possible for us to exist through God as appendages of this entity's being. Everything we perceive as real is only what God is structuring into our consciousness by metaphysical means. The stability of our environment is only such because God has programmed it to adhere to a system, likened to algorithms that are code for our perspective. It was made clear our human perspective is a huge part of our existence, just a slight change to it can alter our ability to comprehend reality significantly. Modifications to our conscious experience can put us into a state of complete unease. Our mind state contributes significantly to our ability to perceive. We require a constant environment during this base state phase, it is important to our being to have stability. For example, its necessary to provide a growing child with a secure environment whereby it can make sense of the world.

Ever since the experience, my ability to comprehend further teachings has increased significantly. The upgrade to my mind is not unique or exclusive to me, it is a specific part of consciousness development, something that every being will come to experience, not only the psychedelically inclined. Over the coming years, we will see a rise in the number of individuals experiencing this advanced stage of the metaphysical journey.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

I enjoyed reading this, thanks xx