I need to write to someone on the Nexus - No! I don‘t want to sell, buy, ask for pricing and stuff like that!!!
I have a question that burns on my soul and only this particular girl/entity/being could answer it to me, because only she seems to experiencing and only she has the attitude I can accept for answering my questions!
So please help me!
Make it possible I can PM her or idk what kind of possibilities you can manage here that don‘t confront your believe in this restrictional system!
I don‘t want to do thousands of unqualified posts and stuff the threads with garbage - I‘ve read so much here and I‘m not the guy who wants to write tons of bllsht and repeat things others have written and so on - there are more average beings with much more experience that can do this far more efficient and corrcect!
The few things I posted were actually unnecessary or not welcome retrospectively and I don‘t want to continue to get some full rights or whatever leveling here is happening

Have a heart guys!
PM contact to one person! Not more!

There is a reason for it. A few really, it's more than just not selling. Much of it is privacy, and knowing if you have maturity to be allowed to communicate with the others here. It isn't a "you" thing, it's an unfortunate internet thing. Any other way and someone could write a script to spam everyone with little to no way to stop it. In the end the rule here is to protect the 1000's of others here as much as it is a test.

If it is that burning, it may be worthwhile to go and look up all of the answers on the "questionnaire" as it may give your brain time to divert a little and come back to your passion. I have found this allows for clarity of questions.

The members here decide whether or not you get upvoted enough to become a member. <3, Don't stress too hard, it will come to pass. Just get involved and add to the community.

I am starting to collect and study entity reports, if there is anything I can point you too.

Hey there,

First I have to thank you! I‘m really gratefull you replied!

The questionnaire thing is quite crazy... There are a lot of questions that check how much someone is into the topic dmt and trying to check someones attitude in a very unspecific way that really says nothing about someone...
the question what you do when a loved one of yours go crazy after a trip and how you would help to calm him and to integrate
questions over gramine
over and over questions because of this selling crap....
people who have the false attitude get their tickets by the psychedelics imo
whats about gramine... yeah very scientific stuff, that imo not everyone has to be into - depends mostly on your source of spice - but this knowledge doesn‘t qualify someone anyway - at leat not his attitude or character
and what to do when someones sanity is in danger... there is no patent concept - we can try to help intuitively - thats all something that depends on the someone, on his/her experience, on the trip he/she was going through etc.pp. and cant break down in a stupid question... every trial could be a failure...

in my eyes also people with false attitudes have no chance to assert themselves in a social community
there hasn‘t to be police or cops if everyone has the right attitude - it would be unnecessary so why don‘t let things regulate themself bc they will do anyway...

further I don‘t want to get voted, rated or valued by anyone - look where we are in this world
we have lost values long ago
I don‘t want to be a VIP certified nexus shipper because I am struggling myself every day to have the right attitude to be a kind human
I really don‘t looking for judgement and especially not here

to your last point i dont know if you‘re going to study entity reports from hyperspace or entity reports from people that report their problems with this forum or whatever - i didn‘t understand this line!

In my case it deals with a question I have to a soul here - and that question is a merely non rational, spiritual and especially individual task thing - where some people here seem to laugh at - others go crazy and if no one helps me I‘m forced to make this on a public way
and forcing people to post their innermost problems because of a stupid ranking system is probably the absolute false attitude someone can have in general with contact between lost souls
so I don‘t find my answers in wikis or reports - I want to communicate and this elite system prevents people from that opportunity what really sucks imo!

mmmhh, I dont know what is happening, but couldnt you just ask your question like anyone else in the welcome area? The p[eople here are there to help, so why privilege yourself from outside? I dont think that people here laugh on spiritual themes or life crisis.

Send a PM to myself or another moderator. Let us know which member you wish to speak with and include a short message that we can forward to that person letting them know why you wish to speak with them. They can reply to you directly (if they are a full member) and while you can't reply back, they can choose to provide you with other contact information if they desire to continue the conversation offsite.

THANK YOU!!! (Sent you a PM)

I just tried to send you this text but unfortunately I get back the system failure that tells I can only send PM's to Mods but I assumed you are a Mod so that confused me moreover :/

I checked dreamer042 again and again but this message keeps popping up

I sent it to universecannon that seems to work!

EDIT: Now it seems to work!



because the quest I have is related to a thread which is unfortunately not in the new member area so I can not reply directly to this and because there are so many replies in this thread that are kidding about the sanity of the author as well as denying his experiences and make it look like a hoax or something I want to talk to people that taking sh*t serious and don't get a flood of crap and the persons who really can answer maybe skip threads because of 20 replies or idk
I do this for a reason!

Camponotus: I sent you a PM, let me know if you received it ok.

Some Audio books that helped me after a powerful entity experience. (they are college lecture courses) (All on audible)

Consciousness and It's Implications.
The Modern Intellectual Tradition from Descartes to Derrida.
Your deceptive Mind - A Scientific Guide to critical thinking skills.
and for fun Exploring Metaphysics. <--- All about how to frame thought experiments for the bizarre and really dig in with questions.

Had issues chopping wood and carrying water. Philosophy has a great side effect too, you can glean the "greater self" wants directly from logic a lot of the time. I find I think more and trip less for answers now about what I can do to bring myself more peace. I still have deeper questions that will drive me to dive in again and again, but it's not the small things anymore. Thought experiments cover most of that now.

Sent you an email!



Wow didn't expect that much input on this thread! Thank you I will listen to them!
Until now I take parts/fragments from every philosophical worldview from the greeks on over the renaissance till yeah surely some rockers of the 90's could provide some deep waters. But actually for now I'm mostly in the tibetan, buddhistic and hinduistic stuff and the more scientific modern neuroscience and self-healing which is somehow based on thousand year old beliefs!
I will integrate these in my continuous dismantling and building of consciousness! Especially the metaphysics part is important because that part hampers my understanding from the real physics which I need in university

Check out Healing Fiction - James Hillman if you don't know it!

I always use this tools as an input and more as inspiration than as a solver! But sometimes like you said you have to get your head under water

In this situation it is suggested to start your own thread in the welcome area with the title "RE: [whatever the thread you wanted to reply to is called]" (at a guess this one), and in the post itself start with a request to move your post to the main thread.

Thanks you! I didn't know about that possibility! Maybe I start a new thread in general about that topic but probably no one could really answer it anyway...