Piece of Writing I created after a Breakthrough Dose

"Where Do I begin. It was the most humbling experiences of my life. It showed me so much, it gave me so much, because I gave it me. Words do not exist in that dimension, language is feeling and it is felt universally. An intangible law reigns supreme, and that is the ability to Feel. I was so attached to my ego, I wanted all these things, for what reason. The was no end goal to my desires. I was on the universes operating table, they picked me apart, gave me the power to understand, it was an intimacy I have never felt before. It was romantic in the sense of care, love and appreciation. The universe cares for us, she is there for us and always was. Our perceptions about reality are wrong, but that is okay. It is all okay, everything will be okay, that’s what it taught me. I wasn’t body anymore, I was pure senses, I didn’t exist, only by aura or sense of being. Being able to articulate experiences is what I do best. The unfathomable realm of the next, is truly beautiful and is a Sea of Bliss. The universe accepted me, in turn I accepted all that encompass the universe. We as humans will always have this connection deep rooted within us, each one of us are so different, yet so fundamentally the same when broken down, our issues, our suffering, they dictate a lot of people’s life’s and actions. I found myself smiling at ‘nothing’, but that nothing was the more beautiful than any landscape I have seen or can perceive. This calling to the universe is felt in very few times throughout most people’s lives, but it is always present and will always remain. The universe didn’t begin or start, and it won’t end. It is forever present, and until we become forever present, we will be shrouded by our short-term goals of fulfilment. Be fulfilled by being alive, by being present, that is the most precious gift given. The ability to influence, help, support, and cherish one another is something more profound than anything money can get you. I had two inhales, but I pushed myself to get to the third one. I repeated the words “show me the way” and “help me understand”. I was fearful, I didn’t want to let go to this humbling experience, but I forced myself to face my fears. Only by doing this, can we really help ourselves. I found Joy, not happiness. Joy is being content with oneself and existence. Strive to be strong, not just in form, but In Soul. Don’t give in to greed, jealousy or hate. They do not lead you down the road of enlightenment. Do not seek enlightenment, Be enlightened. Be that which you aim for. Show courage, be courageous, face your demons, only then can we can understand them, once understood, they dissolve. Risk all for the now, this time is all you will ever have. The future is never certain. Learn from others, learn from yourself, apply the teachings to your own life. Be that which makes you smile. Breathe, Excel, Love, Lead and Conquer. Speak your heart, not your mind. Live your values, not your Fears. Inspire others, not just yourself. Laugh & Cry, Be human. Stay humble, always. Be kinder than is expected, have compassion, mercy and love for everything. Exude your passion for life. Be limitless, be Eternal. Be the hero of your own story, lead the light into the darkness, be the voyager in the night, be the captain of your ship. Sail the seas of the universe, experience All. Choose to grow, Love and Live now. Through suffering we can learn everything. Choose to not except Fear. One day at a time, practice the art of Living Deeply. Surrender to the universe, allow it to flow through you like a portal into the ether. Be the carrier of Hope, Wisdom and Humility. Live as if Now is all that exist, Learn as if you are Eternal. "

Technique I used for breaking through - I saturated my body with more oxygen than needed.
30 big balloon size inhales and exhales
exhale fully - hold for (x) seconds until gasp reflex
inhale fully - hold for (x) seconds until exhale reflex
15 Normal breaths - inhaling more oxygen and exhaling less carbon dioxide.
(if you feel pain or numbness, stop and breath normally)
Repeat this 3 times over. This not only gives you a better breath/lung capacity for inhalation, but also saturates your body with more oxygen and adrenaline, in turn giving you a overall more energy (method used from Wim Hof).