Hello:-)
I just returned from an intense weekend where I tried bufo alvarius for the first time. Apparently I had a really intense trip with a lot of screaming, moaning purging and moving... when I was waking up (for me I was still there and had never left) I thought... oh come on let finally go so it can start not realizing that is back... I had no idea what had happened before only when my friends asked me if I was ok and told me what happened I realized that for sure I was somewhere but I cannot remember.... I took all of my courage and tried a second time .... but the same.... it's like my brain or ego blocked the experience... for sure it helped me because I felt I had purged out all my anger and negative things... I just wished I know where I was with times...
Here is my question: is there a chance that the memory will come back? Has this happened to anyone?
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Thanks for your input
Dani