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#1 Posted : 11/18/2016 6:00:51 AM
I spontaniously decided that I was going to go under the dome today, I haven't had much free time for myself to go under at night due to various circumstances however I had to share this experience in as much detail as possible Cool

I would like to mention that my last experiences have been very blurry, like a smoke screen is infront of my eyes, like a clouded and muffled experience and I think I know why, while my first changa mix has been incredibly fruitful I have noticed that it needs an extra kick of dmt sandwiched between changa, I found this out today when I decided I wanted to go Deep! I must have only added a few mg of spice in my mix, could have been 10mg who knows, I crumbled up the cleanest crystals I had and filled 1/2 - 3/4 of the chamber on my VG and sat down in my (lately) usual spot outside on the deck with some Bhuda Zen music from youtube (https://youtu.be/Q6-DmV4dhek) playing on my Bluetooth which I placed on the couch cushion on my back so it was central to my ears and gave myself 10 minutes to calm my mind and clear my thoughts before going under.

I had a "primer" toke to get into the groove, then took one pretty decent hit, almost filling my lungs with the minty sting! and closed my eyes, in almost 10 seconds or less I was intensely vibrating and the red kaleidoscopic radiant, shaking, shattering! visuals kicked in, this did not last long at all and I wasn't in for a smooth ride today... after what seemed like mere seconds, the shattering images started to crumble away from the edges inwards, along with my entire being! first my extremities, slowly crumbling back into my body, up my neck and completely dissolving my face like I was sinking and needing to take that last gasp of air before I went under. My self dissolved away like a cliff erodes into the ocean but over a few seconds instead of a few thousand years, my music dissapeared and all that was left was my third eye!

Behind the "veil" of visuals was a folding machine, the machine was folding squares into cubes, only the cube never formed and it was just folding and unfolding itself over and over again with black symbols on each square that kept constantly changing! it was very much like the old mickey mouse steamboat cartoons! My breathing became mechanical like the machine repeating its coded sequence and I became a part of its operation, not quite hyperventilating but distinct half breaths that I could not even control, the machine was breathing through me! and I was non existant!

I was neither Fearful or amazed, I simply observed myself loosing all of myself! while I was there I thought I could hear the operation of the machine and strange alien type sound waves which I can't quite explain, after leaving this dimension my 'self' suddenly "broke free" of the machine and somehow found my real body, and then the euphoria kicked in, still half breathing the whole time I was in a strange drifting kaleidoscopic universe, objects and patterns flickering through the vast space appearing and dissapearing, I kept seeing a ball that had chequer patterns and simple shapes rolling around it, I somehow knew that this was a device from this universe that is there watching me the whole time.

I became emotional from the euphoria and uncontrollably weeping and laughing and suddenly stopping to gasp at the awe (rinse and repeat a number of times lol)

It was the clearest and most detailed experience I have had to date, and I was gone for 15 minutes!

I took a moment to reflect and took a second large toke half expecting the effects to be lessened, oh how I was wrong! it was a very similar experience however the difference was that instead of the machine, there were two hands, doing a mechanical "ahhh macarina" with palms open, palms closed, one palm on top of the other and all different variations possible, too much for one post, both insanely profound! I would love to go back there and see if I can go even deeper.

I hope you enjoyed my experience report,

many blessings.

Astro
 
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#2 Posted : 11/18/2016 7:19:55 PM
I just recalled a moment that seemed like eternity from my experience, I saw a scene of an arrangement of shapes, sounds and movement that constantly repeated it's actions, like groundhog Day! All I can remember of it was I kept becoming so confused as to why I just saw this configuration moments ago and it was repeating again, and every time the sequence came to its conclusion, I was like "ok its finished now" and it started again and it felt like Deja vu, I couldn't control myself, constantly repeating my body actions exactly the same for what felt like 5 minutes as this self repeating moment in time went on and on, I got more and more confused and I felt trapped in this moment like I would never leave and it would never end.
 
 
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