as i wrote in another forum

had my 2nd breakthrough tonight

alot of the anxiety that was associated with the 1st one was gone

i have been crying now for a good 10 minutes

its just fucking indescribable beauty

there is no question in my mind.....there is somewhere else.............

Normal reality is not even one half percent of all known pulsations in the visual spectrum...check out R.A. Wilson if you ever get the chance.
Welcome back, Trinity...
Wherever there is
it's all around, interwoven, and flowing through.
Wonderful purpose embedded within the molecule.