Last night I (yes SWIM is on holiday) had a cautious journey, cautious because I'm going through a relationship break-up atm, and feeling a bit heavy still. Heaviness was actually the initial feeling I got from the spice. After the first hit I felt my sorrow very deeply. I had my eyes closed at first and felt a tear the size of a football well up under my left eye. After some minutes, I then took another hit, and offered myself to the spice with a request for healing.
It was a semi-breakthrough, I did not really want a total one.
I was taken back to a place I was in in my last journey, which I had totally forgotten about. Its like a small room interconnected with an infinite number of other rooms, where the walls are multidimensional and consist of animated patterns of energy. I am shown things and then taken through an opening to another room. Its really colourful and full of love there. Its also very abstract. Although I do not feel direct communication from entities, I do feel a loving and light-hearted guidance there. At the same time, it can be quite alarming as normal concepts of time and space do not apply here, and at its deepest point its hard to be sure you will make it back!!
I'm wondering if this sounds familiar to any others here?
balaganist is a fictional character who loves playing the game of infinite existence. he amuses himself by posting stories about his made up life in our plane of physical reality. his origins are in other dimensions... he merely comes here to play.